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Find Room For Rent

2012-01-10T00:38:00.000-08:00

Recently I have a friend coming down from Johor to pay me a visit in KL, so I have went around and check all hotels price that is in KL and near to train station ( I need to make sure its convenient since I am not driving). I have never done this before as I am local here, that is definity not necessary.

After a full round of research, now I can look at the hotel itself and tell my friend how much does it cost for one night.

"Oh this one cost RM180 includes breakfast for the superior room per night, that one is RM155, wireless or non wireless, swimming pool or no swimming pool etc etc". So I was temporary a hotel dictionary until I can't remember it.

After all, the conclusion that I can make for hotels in KL, its simply TOO expensive. If I am paying the same rate, I can get a room with romantic fantastic room with *girly theme* if I were in Taiwan. There is actually many other options outside. I realise that hotel was not the only choice after I have found website that is providing Room for Rent

You can either find a long term/ short term rentals here. There is even preference setting for the people you prefer to live with with choice of races ( This is so much localise for Malaysian).Plus, you can find every states here for the room rental. For me, I will have to look into the short term rentals for my friend.

I realise the price here is so much more reasonable compare to the hotels in the same area. There are counts for views, and you may provide a reviews for the hotel that you have been to if you wish. Even some hotels has put their rate here.

The availability of the room can be checked before booking, after selection of the date, you may proceed to the booking, just need to take a short registration with the web as a member and no charge incurred.

The advertisement of this website can be seen around the city, which is at the back of the taxi.

I realise this is quite convenient for locals that wish to have a short trip to other state, or even work in other states, it is also targeted the tourist, and foreign backpackers. This will be very helpful for them.

做对的事

2011-12-17T21:05:00.000-08:00

随手拈来最近的教诲。

1 做对事情，不但需要情绪高质量的管理，还需要自己的判断力。

有个老师带学生参观监狱，感化院。告诫他们说，情绪管理能力低的话，常常会把自己陷入困境。看见许多自己欣赏的人，他们并不是比较不敏感，但是在做决定的时候都会把情绪搁置在一边，先将麻烦处理，把事情做好。每个人的环境不一样，越是逆境，对情绪的冲击力越大，要更拥有强大的心。

很多人总不爱思考。想好了一件事再做，并不麻烦。比起做完了事再想办法补救，总需要花更大的力气。为什么非要自己用蛮力来生活呢？

2 你想要给的，别人需要的，是两件事情

朋友说，两个情绪人格好的人，相处起来都不能避免发生摩擦。相处是人与人两个个体衍生出来的习题，一辈子都要做。不去思考怎么做，就一辈子都做不好。知道别人要什么再给什么。亲情如是，友情如是，爱情如是。这并不是掩饰真性情而心计对人。这是爱自己。让事情做好，让身边的气氛友善起来，不就是爱自己么？

六本日记

2011-10-05T03:33:00.000-07:00

枯黄的天气夹杂着凉凉的诗意, 那雨后清晰的风景, 正模仿着秋天的模样。

没有感伤呢。不过啊，却让我打开了那个名为怀念的盒子。

六本日记。

那是大学第一年一直写的日记。可惜最后没办法写完足一年的事情。每次翻翻，都会觉得很好笑。里头什么琐碎的东西都有，什么奇怪的名字也有。那些都是我给每个朋友放的别名，万一被检到了，大家也不晓得我在说谁（得意~）。取名字的逻辑也很古怪，比如说你明明叫作邓淑婷，但是我觉得你的名字不够符合你的性格与外形，那么在日记我就很有义气地帮你取另一个“比较符合” 的名字，又或者直接用平时朋友间用过的花名。

还真是一大堆的名字。每个都有认认真真地想过，所以至今还是对每个出现过的角色记得一清二楚。有罗汉姑姑啦，佳茜啦，文迪啦，尼古丁啦，雪山飞狐啦，柏彦啦（噢这是一个我煞到的蒙古人的名字，他很白，文质彬彬所以叫柏彦），磊金啦（比较重量级皮肤黑黑的男生所以放“磊”给他），敏贤啦（一个聪明又贤惠的女生），以次类推。

生活里发生好多琐碎，又对我非常重要的事情。

现在可以用第三者的角度，看那时候的自己。

原来我很三八地跟踪过倾慕的男生，跑去问人家为什么同一节课会换了不同的衣服，问人家下雨了需不需要雨伞，还拉了自己的朋友去偷看他的样子。

原来我在复印书的店里跟老板很好聊，还把刚买来的苹果送给人家吃。

原来我被朋友投诉过很难约，投诉过说话方式好象在辩论，还有什么型的朋友都交，简称滥交。

原来我慌张起来的时候总会乱说话。

原来, 还做过好多青春的事。

我与朋友们十个不分男女，共叫了十杯不一样的水果汁，拿了一个大杯将大家的果汁参在一起，用同一支吸管大家轮流喝。

我去过好多朋友的家，干净的肮脏的有养狗没养狗的我都记得。有洁辟到你动了动他的东西，他会像百货公司的小姐一样慌慌张张地去折一折你碰过的东西；也有像比进贼还夸张的零乱房间，满地的纸啦零食啦功课啦纸币硬币啦，堆满你“目光所及” 的所有地方，基本上没有超过二十公分空旷的地方能让你坐一坐的。

我和朋友念书，还一人一句地一起唱歌到天亮，那个时候的默契，那个时候的窝心，我都记得。

我跟朋友去飙车，被警察拦截，竟然没有带身份证。警察拿着手电筒像瞪囚犯一样瞪着我的脸。三个朋友竟然有办法跟警察说了一大堆，然后他就把我们放走了。

我试过放假没回家，跑去离我家不到十分钟的小学朋友家过夜，还跟她的所有家人（我记得有三张大桌子）一起吃晚餐。我记得那很热情好客的家人，很健康的八十岁公公，还有吃错了闹笑话的福建糕。

我试过在酒吧跟一群不认识的男生跳舞，后来情况开始不对劲的时候,朋友竟大胆地用很奇怪的舞姿跳到我面前,硬把我救了回来。那个被我硬叫成“宋全公子”的朋友，我其实有感动哦。

我不只一次试过在台上出糗。两次是唱歌（八百多人的婚礼和学会十周年台庆）。还有一次是相声忘词，每次都把脸丢得很彻底。为了那场练得好辛苦却讲错了的相声，我和朋友竟很有志气地分别在各自的中学找演出机会，结果我跑到了他的家乡去演出，他被我硬带进了女校演出。很幸运地两场都演得很好，反应很热烈呢。真的感到很骄傲。

没有车牌的时候，朋友第一次让我驾他的车，他只允许我把一边手放在方向盘，说那些女孩子紧张兮兮两手抓得稳稳还要向前靠的不够有型。还要我老死都记得，我人生中第一辆驾的车是Mazda 323。

凌晨三四点，路上没有车。我们一行男女八九个人左右，大家直接坐在马路中间摆pose拍照。不是一伙人很开心一起yeah 比胜利手指的那种。大家协议好, 表情一定要有杀气，好像马路就是我们的那样。结果一有车辆来，大家落慌而逃。不过照片出来的效果，还真是一流。

如果我那个时候继续写, 坚持不懈地写，毅力坚定地写... 应该还有很多事情, 被细致地形容出来吧？

在看着自己的日记，叙述当时对大事小事的态度和心情的时候，也看到自己的棱角。棱角再多，老天还是会耐心地安排一个又一个的人，和一件又一件的事情，磨去你的气焰，修饰你的模样。

然后，将不同的拼图碎片，组成一个只属于你的人物性格的故事。

我很高兴能写作，能生动地记录这些生命里的拼图，让我无论什么时候阅读，都能透过自己的文字，找回那个时候，一模一样的心情。

病语录

2011-10-03T00:03:00.000-07:00

刘墉说,年轻的时候生病,仿佛下一场春雨。雨过之后, 大地会更滋润一些, 暖和一些。

是啊, 我又病了。

早上起来的时候，肚子还是闷闷的。我模仿大雄睡在自己书房正中央，摆着一个大字型。看看墙上的钟，看看乱七八糟的书桌，和书橱里东歪西倒的东西，心里还纳闷着什么时候可以认认真真地收拾。一个起身，不对劲了。我反射性地把身体弓了起来，背部一阵激烈的疼痛。到底发生什么事，怎么会痛成这样？

睡姿不对了吗？运动后的自然肌肉疼痛？生理期也刚过啊。我倒了杯水给自己，连喝起来也痛苦。坐立不安正贴切地形容着腰痛的状况。不知道人老的时候是不是这样的呢？

妈妈说陪我出去看医生，我没有让她去，自己弓着背像个老人一样，慢慢地走到外面的车站，拦了架得士。司机是个印度人。他看了我一眼，告诉我他要载多一个客人。没办法，我要去的地方太近了。他没有去到我指定的地方，把我停在大马路边，然后就开走了。如果我不是很虚弱，我干脆从家里慢慢走到诊疗所算啦；如果我不是很虚弱，他妈的我一定因为他的态度跟他骂一骂架。

结果我没有，我很没志气地下了车，站在马路边。一阵恶心涌了上来，我开始呕吐。我蹲着，轻拍自己的胸口。马路好吵，车辆没有停下来的意思。交通警也不理会人行道的灯绿了多久，不亦乐乎地一直甩着手，指示车辆前进。

我突然觉得好委屈，就这样哭了起来。

人最怕的就是脆弱；我最害怕的就是孤独。

哭了哭，让头热了一阵子，比较清醒了，我就继续做要做的事情。有个马来女生看我不舒服，问我要不要帮忙，我摇了摇手对她微笑，自个儿过了马路。

医生履行公式般看了看这儿那儿，很没有诚意地诊断是食物中毒。我想起上一次生病，也是因为吃了只加一些柠檬汁的生蚝，真是千篇一律的病症。至于背痛，医生竟没说原因，直接跳过说会开白药给我。

最后我把自己柃了回家，继续进入昏迷状态，睡得乱七八糟糕。

也不知道怎么会把自己搞得如此体弱多病。不过相较起去年，已经好转很多了。去年来生病的次数，频密得令自己觉得可怕。

本来也没察觉，后来在每次在带一包药回家的时候，在书桌上发现上一包药其实还没吃完。最夸张的记录，是一个星期就看了三次医生。本来这一篇病语录，是应该去年的时候写的。

大学的时候反而没什么生病，印象深刻的那一次，那天足足睡了二十一个小时。一天里只清醒了三次。一天九成时间都在睡觉的感觉，还真是浑浑噩噩。那个时侯只记得天花板一直在转。我只喝了一些水，还有一包屋友帮忙买的粥。那包粥在我病得不清不楚的时候把我咸得精神一振。对一个差不多失去味觉的病人来说，卖粥大婶的下手还真是重。

我刚刚躺在床前，静静地看着隔在窗花外的天空。生病的时候,我会这样。

好像我三年前, 与自己相处那篇日志里那个一样的角度，然后陷入深深的沉思。

（p/s）嘿, 你知道吗？你这一块永远在这里的。我没有停留在过去，只是，还保持着眷恋。

祝福你。

角力

2011-09-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

拖曳身后的是罪恶的尸首。我在丛林间缓慢困难地行走着，那是一片树林密集的迷宫。心跳急促得仿佛就卡在喉咙，我正惶惑地寻找着离开的方向。尸体在我身后，辗过堆积着枯萎黄叶的泥地，地上的碎石被摩擦得吱吱作响。它却一直在讥笑我。它讥笑我为什么不愿意放弃，放弃这拖慢我行程的负担。

我低头看，罪恶正用双手捆绑着我。我急了，用尽力气想解开它那污秽手臂的缠绕。但我用的力气越大，却约被反锁得像钉死了一样。我想逃，却又逃不出去。

我正面对一场我与愧疚的角力。

Plenty of Short Term Rentals

2011-05-24T22:41:00.000-07:00

I have just come back from my trip to Taiwan, Taipei. Most of the friends that visited there in our age will not stay in hotel, since its always another better choice of accomodation. It is cheaper, feel more homed, and probably nearer to those LRT/MRT or public transport.

In Taiwan we called that 民宿. It came to my suprise that Malaysia also actually have this service available, and its so much cheaper compare to Taiwan's homestay! It is Malaysia short rentals in CariBilik.

Initially CariBilik was only offered house for rental, which is on monthly basis. Now it has introduced the short term rentals similar to Taiwan too. It's suitable for traveller / backpacker that visits to Malaysia for a vacation, feel more local style homestay with low cost. As I can see, 民宿 in Taipei will cost around TWD 1000 to TWD 1500 which is Malaysian Ringgit RM 100 to RM 160. However, the rooms that can be found in Cari Bilik is only costing RM 20 to RM 40 per room! If people come by group of 8, they can even share a house up to RM 200 ( divide by 8 people is only RM 25 per pax), with 4 rooms fully furnished house!

How it works

It's just three simple ways to get things done. Since the process is standardized, it wont create confusion.

It is considered as a wise option for vacation's accomodation. Taiwanese can decorate the short term rental rooms with different themes of the room to attract guests. They decorates rooms with different color and style to match the preference of guest. ( They even have Cartoon's character theme to attract young girls). Of course, hygience and safetiness is always the main concern of the travellors.

We may be can see Malaysia also can welcome foreign traveller with this homestay too.

生命

2011-01-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

人类到底还是脆弱的。

无论建筑过多么伟大的工程，或是征服了多少的国土，当堂皇冠之的君主，戴上高尚的头衔，或是他的存在努力影响了多少的人，用刀子割开肚皮，还是会流下一肚子的肠，和血。

生命可以很宏伟，也可以在左心房的跳动被停止后，一切终止。

或者，死亡，只是生命另一种形式的延续？

信仰可以跳跃过躯体存活的时间，就像二十岁的我们总爱决定自己下一个十年后，二十年后，或是三十年后的事情。实际上，我们根本没办法把握，只是企图大胆地假设，让存在这个时空的自己，有延续心跳的意志。

如果把生命线，不把终点放在生理死亡的那一个点，人类还是会大胆把假设往后推，推到自己死亡的十年后，五十年后，或是下一个世纪。

以影响力和世人的记忆，延续自己的存在。

心跳没办法继续撑与到达的时空，却可以用思想和信仰去延续。

有时候我很想知道，信仰的震撼力到底有多大。

大得可以掌控生命，甚至跨越过生命。

我们是为了什么活着的？

为了历史？我们是不是只能够在后人冠上什么个名字的时代里，成为那个统计总人口里面的其中一人？能留名的只有顶尖人物。顶尖之所以存在，是需要太多不顶尖的人在脚下支撑，用所有的不成功与耻辱来衬托，顶尖才能存在，才能锋芒无比。

为了科学？我们身上流着延续证明生物进化的基因，在存活的那个以后成为古代的时代里，推动和演变着停不下来的科技？

为了文学？我们接过先人的棒，继续在风景与文化都变了的土地上，刻画被改了又改的语言，文字，和所有情感艺术传达的形体？

为了延续模式？按照大家的循规蹈矩，跟着大自然人类生态的成长图形，成长和衰老？

无论为了什么大个体的东西活着，我们只是被归纳在一种数量里面。

把所有事件简单化，人不是生还就是死亡。如果找到不死亡的理由，是不是就理所当然地生还着？

我们以为死亡是人生中最坏的事了吧？

原来不是。

脆弱，才是人生中最糟糕的事。

断了信仰的人脆弱吗？有一段时间里，我每天问自己活着的原因。

我们只会问自己活着要做些什么，却没问自己为了什么活着。

为什么拿走了让我坚强的信仰，却还要让我活着？

哭

2010-12-31T12:50:00.000-08:00

一个人的样子，无论多端庄，多威严，或是平日看起来多漂亮，多俊美，当那张脸被卑微的心理控制的时候，再天使的模样，都变得像流浪狗。

哭丧的脸庞，是可以看起来漂亮动人的；当它为了感动，当它为了祝福，当它为了不舍，当它为了心碎。

最不好看的哭脸，是为了渴求怜悯的时候。

这时候怎么哭，好像都跟楚楚动人扯不上关系。

听说，我们的眼泪里，尤其是悲伤时流出的眼泪，含有更多的激素等化学物质。悲伤引起的毒素，可以通过眼泪得到排泄。

我很健忘，常常记不住事情。

我甚至会在很用力地哭过以后，就对令我掉眼泪的事情免疫。它形成一层进入记忆程式前的保护膜，抵挡所有重复的悲伤。那一片记录这些事情的区域，也会自动麻痹。

简单来说，眼泪对于医学来说，是排毒。对情绪来说，是发泄。

在感情上，对男生来说，是真的爱了；对女生来说，却是真的放弃了。

在那近一百个日子里，我不哭。

不敢哭。

眼泪在眼眶里打转，就是死都不让它掉下来。

我不想忘记他。

可是我压抑着不哭，除了对自己表示的倔强之外，还有什么？

我不愿意放弃的。

但是我已经被放弃了。

爱情是个最简单的乘法表

1x1=1

你和他，两个人不一样的人，在一起后，不分你和我。我们是一种个体。

1x0=0

当其中一方选择离开，另一个，无论如何再努力，让自己变成2，3，4，5或是更伟大的数目，那又如何？

我们还是等于零。

会贬值的爱情

2010-12-31T12:31:00.000-08:00

在经济学上，有一种规律叫作报酬递减率。(Law of diminishing return)

简单来说，就是它的升长幅度图，在一开始的时候，资本越多，利润会比预期的多；到了成熟阶段，资本越多，回报值会与资本形成正比。到了一个极限，尽管投资得再多，回报值还是会逐渐地在萎缩。

这刚好跟爱情很相似。

一开始的时候，可爱的男孩们总是多么地浑身解数。他们总有不懈的坚持和忍耐，来追逐他们的猎物。

他们会对你有无限的宽容，用不完的创意，和准时的虚寒问暖。

那是漂亮的开端。

我们总是对爱情的开端充满期待。

在那个最初的时候，你是公主，你是天使。你的头上有他给的光环。他在你的面前谦逊有礼，温柔体贴，还有阳光的形象。

那个时候，你们都没太多的机会看见彼此覆盖在后面的缺点。你们，都被宠成了对方眼睛里最重要的那个人。

再后来，做作期过了。你们开始熟悉彼此的方式。幸运的话，你们都理智于如何处理彼此之间发生的小摩擦。又或者，你们还有能力处理和调整，那在一开始对对方的印象和假设，与现时阶段认知的分歧，作出调整，找出平衡，互相体谅。

不幸的，你们开始思考你们要的，到底是对方，还是自己。

不是每个人都晓得，如何在彼此习惯对方后，找出惊喜，和唤回热诚。

后来的后来，当一段感情慢慢贬值的时候，你们都开始倦惰。懒得解决问题，没有耐性沟通，没有兴趣解释。

你们的爱情，只是以一种已经懒得改变的形式存在。

两个人的爱情能坚持多久，谁也无法预测。每个人的期限不同。有的人以月份为测量单位，有的人以年份。

至今，还没有永恒这种规律。

在一段感情里，最难的不是忠诚，而是恒温。

女孩们最不希望的，是对她倾慕的男生，只是肤浅地贪图她的美色，或者新鲜感。

因为一个女人身上能增值的东西，一定不会是青春。

如果爱情很不小心地攀附在这个层次，当青春在开始流失的时候，我们该怎么做，才可以不让它离开得越来越远呢？

亲爱的男孩，

如果爱情可以拿来兑换其他东西，我们不要鲜花，不要钱财，不要名利，不要永远，也不需要下辈子。

在我们皮肤里的胶原蛋白剩得不多时候，

在我们的身型没办法媲美其他年轻女孩的时候，

或者，在我们都白发苍苍的时候，

如果我们能撑到那个时候。。。

我只需要你，还能紧紧牵着我的手。

这就够了。

The Property in Penang

2010-10-20T20:27:00.000-07:00

I don't have much close guy friends. I can even calculated it with fingers. However, with this low probability, I meet this two (which they do not know each other) with a totally opposing opinion on their "education" that delivered to me.

A: Don't tell me about money. I hate girls that talk about money lar...You see, relationship is more important. I have a lot of friend cases happen where girl choose money and let go the relationship. Plus, I am poor. If I were rich, I wont talk to those girls who see money importantly.

B: Come on, you see, girls are born with the nature killing weapon towards guys, which is their gentleness. Why all those modern girls want to show they are so outstanding, so strong in front of their man huh?Clever girl should get a good career but remains weak in front of the guy and let guy do the thing la. Utilize the strength of female, get a good and rich hubby, marridge is about life you know?

.....

Regardless of who is hitting the better point, I am kind of curious which is actually the real thinking of guys.

B always want to intro me his rich friend who is from Penang, 20 plus, never get into relationship. The rich level is somewhere like having 5 Mercedes at home. I was not paying much attention before he said another fact.

"Why dont he has a girl friend then? He should be getting a lots of girl friends if he wants?" I asked

"Well, majority of the people living in Penang have that level of wealtiness, who cares about him?" B replied.

Now I am impressed. Penang people are that rich?

To cut it short, lets take a look at the property of Penang.

There are a lot of condominiums there, the hottest and the luxury.

The luxury condos:

1) 11 Gurney Drive

It is located along Penang's prominent waterfront, Gurney Drive. Luxury condo comes with all those facilities such as baggage room, mail room, driver's waiting room, cocktail terrace, sauna, and spa etc.

2) The View Twin Towers

This is the sister of Petronas Twin Tower. Each of the unit comes with a private Jacuzzi and a balcony that facing Penang Bridge.

3) The Uban Residence, Batu Uban

This is the example of properties that most interest the younger urbanties, which expect to live in a sense of style and class.

4) Infinity

Located at Tanjung Bunga, waterside and beachfront condominium which is desirable and middle upper class residential.

5 ) Gurney Paragon

This condominium is at the first phrase of a mixed development which consists of two blocks of luxury condo units. The second phrase of the mixed development comprises a lifestyle shopping mall.

Penang people are really lucky, they have those chance to choose staying nearby the sea, which can let them have "sea view" as one of their criteria of the dream house. Nice place, nice condominium, nice people.

I will suggest B to get a girl friend from Penang.

p/s
These information are quoted from Penang Properties. It shows the analysis to let you see the pros and cons of the properties it posted.

My Car Theory

2010-08-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

I would have spend time and efforts to recognize those model of cars running on the road now, it must be an hard work for me, same as I wouldnt know the models of the various mobile phone. As far as I am concern, now people are on iphone 4 and ipad. That is the extent that I may know in this field.

However, I would have some theory to share. My very own theory which is not applicable everywhere else.

"I recognize cars by design and shape"

I would associate the Cars with human figures. Here are some examples.

The below car for me looks like a bossy Rich man (I mean a big rich man with big butts)

No offences for BMW fans, I wouldnt say it is a bad association. It's a symbolism of wealthiness at least.

Another big ass car for me is this It is exactly a big size working adult, wearing very straight cutting of formal blazor, with a very straight forward character.

Here is "The men in BLACK". A super bodyguard which can provide you security

I always feel this car starred at me with a big pairs of evil eyes. Fierce little freak.

This is a cute primary school boy with big eyes looking at me innocently.

So far there is no cars that I can associate with a female figure. I always think that female figure is a special gift by god. God gave a lot of pains to female, but at the same time give them an artistic figure.

I found this car has half of it

It has a perfect curve on the back. I simply love it the most

Forget about boosting the GDP, second hand car would be a good choice for many people as price of cars would depreciate.

Buyer and Seller can have a station for them to meet online. There are many cars of choice

1 BMW Cars
2 Honda Cars
3 Hyundai Cars
4 Kia Cars
5 Mercedes-Benz Cars
6 Mitsubishi Cars
7 Naza Cars
8 Nissan Cars
9 Perodua Cars
10 Proton Cars
11 Suzuki Cars
12 Toyota Cars

Now there are even automotive news and blog articles in the portal itself apart from plain buying and selling activities. It is an informative classified that could help in decision making for those who are looking for a car.

The cars available is not only limited to the city, but across Malaysia such as Penang, Selangor, Johor, Malacca, KL and etc.
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I would prefer a more informative classified, but at the same time, with clearer layout and also features

You will find most of the car that you see on the road now in the car selling website. It is prepared with information needed, and price offered.
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I am wondering if I can find this....

My alarm clock

2010-07-18T18:53:00.000-07:00

Since long long time ago, I can hardly wake up by myself on time. If it's on holiday that I have the rights to wake up NaTuRaLLy. If natural means may be 11am, may be 12 noon....

No jokes. The only thing is I hate to sleep in the afternoon. I don't like the feeling of open my eyes and see the sunlight is dimmed.

I always late for bus, due to my habit of not waking up on time.

To solve my this big problem, I have a lot of alarm clocks.

I have one near my head, another one near my toe, the other one near the table, and last one is on my cupboard. (I simply put it on my cupboard in high position, so that I need to be conscious, to climb up on chair to reach the clock and off it.)

My alarm clocks rang in different tone.

It can shout like siren.

It is as annoying as the siren on the police car.

It can shout like bell.

It can sing Doraemon to me in the morning.

The last one is the most flexible one, it can sing whatever song you want.

My baby phone.

You see, phone alarms have one special feature, which become its most adorable(at the same time, biggest weakness) feature. We can SNOOZE....

So when it rings, I just press the left bar without open my eyes.

It is just enough to wake up my FINGER...

Phone is a bit more flexible compare to traditional clock.

You can choose any song that you want to wake up up. Of course if you choose Doraemon song, may be you are not going to wake up for another hundred years. Basically I will choose something like this...

I have a little boy nagging like old nanny to ask me wake up.

1) Couldn't upload, do not know how to upload. It's my little brother cute voice.

arRHhhh Yeeeeee! wAke Up!!!!

I also have a man singing at the top of his voice to wake me up.

2) Vitas Opera

aarRHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHH!

If I still couldn't wake up, a group of man will play their heavy metal and shout to make me sober.

3) Bullet for my Valentine

I'm sorry if this blog appears to be too noisy.

However, I still can sleep in peace.

PEACE!

My sky

2010-06-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

I love to take picture of sky. To me it's always the most beautiful one, no matter what time it is.

In my phone, you can hardly find my picture. Out of 100 pieces, it will have may be only one for my cam whoring picture. The most is sky, scene, places, or my friends and family.

I like to take picture of others.

I have looked at myself everyday! Why do I need to take the Same pattern Same posture Same angle Same brightness and contrast and Same scene of the monkey look picture of myself?

Ya I'm weird, I don't understand the interesting side of cam whoring, you can just take me as an ugly girl that don't like to take picture.

I love sky. Every seconds of it is different.

As daylight dies...

It slashed the sky into dark side and bright side

Sunrise ? or Sunset?
It depends. We just named it as Day

Clouds try to dim the sparkling sunlight

I wish I could see paradise behind the cloud

The clouds seem like rushing for a fiesta

Its just like mirror, if I look harder I could see another me, somewhere on the top

City's sunset, while the sun light is behind the building

PWTC

The signboard show ways to heaven, but I'm a road idiot...

The light of hope always in the center of scene

Sparkling light

Clouds

Anyway, the quality of picture still not so good, since I'm using 2.0 Mega pixels. Hope that I can owned a perfect camera one day.

给糖果妹写的

2010-06-11T06:50:00.001-07:00

事先声明，如果我是一片饼干的话，那大概是一片很瘦的饼干。

当像平常一样打开糖果妹的部落格的时候，发现换了新的背景，发现多了两篇日志，还有发现一个故事。

看完了之后，心里头涌上一种很复杂的感觉。

这种感觉衍生了想要写字的念头。她太久没有写字了，在这个灰灰暗暗，还放着略嫌重金属音乐当背景的贫瘠土地里。

记得看过篇这样的文章。如果你也有失散了很久，从前其实很熟悉的朋友，你一定也会感同身受。

因为生活的关系，也为着距离。你太久没见着以前的好朋友。过了一些岁月之后，偶然重逢聊天，才发现虽然分开很久，有好多事情原来还是一样的。

她可能还跟你一样保留着以前的兴趣，你们生活上还有相似的习惯，期间原来也有很多没被发现的巧合，和以前一样延续着以前的特质，

或许，还记挂着同一件事情。

其实距离不会遥远，遥远的是被自以为的想法隔着的心墙。

你以为老朋友很忙，没时间鸟你，或者他们自己有新朋友了，有自己的新生活，另外有一套新鲜的生活方向，已经忘记你们以前一起的那一套很久了。没见着面的时候，可以太多的互相猜忌。

殊不知，再让你们有一个相遇的交接点，沟通了，才发现有着太多的相似。

话题远了。

我想说说糖果妹。

对于糖果妹的印象，生活里的她和文字里的她，甚有不同，那是惊喜。

原先以为她是个英文强的女生，不知道她的中文其实生动很多。

那时候她在地铁里看着畅销排行榜首的"The time traveller's wife"，还留着个学生发型，斯斯文文，走气质路线。

后来她换了一个更学生的发型。

跳级了，本来是大学生的，才不过几天，变回了个中小学生。

那是很可爱的娃娃头，比原先贴近她的性格的代言造型。

我在她的文字里，认识她比较多。

我看九把刀的文字会笑，看她的文字也会笑。她也喜欢九把刀，虽然我知道这个共同点的或然率很高。

原来她也喜欢写字。

原来她小的时候被老师欺负，说她抄袭，跟我的背景恰好相反，但是她的文字仍然出众。

原来她体验过太多年轻人还放在愿望名单里的自助旅行，那是当下的我触碰不及的旅程。

原来她外表虽然看起来很好欺负，但是却是个浑身充满着正能量的天兵。

原来她的交往关系是丧偶，那是我第一次看得傻眼的状态。

如果要把她归类的话，我认为她是一本很有趣的故事书，会不断想去看，去了解她的个性和吸引到的不平凡的事。

如果我写的是恭维，我会觉得有些恶心，但这个不是我的目的。

我只是在思考，我有没有存在着所谓这种动机，才去接近这个朋友。

没有。

说出来是我能做到的事，但能不能传达想被了解的想法却在我的范围以外。

糖果妹不知道，饼干妹很没志气地为这事情失眠了两天。

她不懂为什么糖果妹什么也没告诉她，到了她后来问起是时候才给了她最简单的答复。

没什么好怪的啊，能同住是需要缘分的，没缘分的话，说一说就可以了吧。当有求于人，有谁好意思责怪呢？

对，饼干妹想朝自己拟定好的计划走下去，饼干妹想跟一个她自己觉得很不错的朋友一起去一个陌生的地方闯，饼干妹不想孤单地一个人在外地，想找个分享生活的朋友也没有。

饼干妹是失望的，一来是憧憬幻灭了，二来是认为朋友没把她放在心上。

她不是没遇过说了不算话，还嫌你麻烦的朋友，她不过是以为糖果妹也不过是其中一个。

那种复杂的感觉，是即高兴其实自己运气没那么差，遇到的不是一个烂朋友；另一方面，想到自己原来看起来是那么功利主义，需要机心来交朋友的，那是一种很强烈的挫败感。

如果要用虚伪和心机来计算每一步的话，我想，那会是个可怜人。

写那么多，是为了自己平反吧，还有想让糖果妹知道，她的运气其实也没有她想象中的差。

你知道，饼干妹如果真的那么坏，其实也沒有必要鳥這么多事情。

饼干妹的话，就说到这里了。

Best advertising for Malboro & Adidas

2010-05-24T10:49:00.000-07:00

Man Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only

All Day I Dream About Sex

Anymore good suggestion for other brands? Lets brainstorm...

28/4/2010

2010-04-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

工作是一种会吃掉生活的怪物。

我本来也以为不过如此，它把我们的一些时间拿走，再让我们用那些酬劳,兑换其他所需的，或者所须的东西。

如果不是物质上得到快乐的人，金钱会流失它恐怖的价值。

那一些听起来会满足虚荣，令你快乐的物品好像掉了一种色彩。如果快乐可以计算的话，它并没有月尾的出粮单上的数额一样多。

工作偷掉我的原来不止这一些。

说成偷，是因为你的有些小小却又极其重要的事情，在慢慢一天天地被消化得消失不见时，才能发现它的危险性。

不知不觉的，很诡异。怎么用里想回头，也记不起是什么时候弄丢的。

我开始变得无话可说。

工作大部分的时间，都是我与电路与程式脑组合而成的机器沟通。它无言，我亦无言。

我开始记不起从前在相同的兴趣上的热忱。

我开始发现自己不见了一种叫作灵感的东西。

拿着纸和笔的时候，维持的还是同一个姿势，笔尖和纸之间还是维持同一个距离。

那个距离，也是我与我自己之间所隔着的距离。

我的生活少掉了一种颜色，和温度。

我在明明熟悉的环境里感到毛骨耸然的陌生。

那是一种没有安全感的冷。

需要微笑的时候，我会笑着。我懂得如何牵动脸上的肌肉来达到不僵硬的效果。

一个人沉默的时候，连脑袋也沉默。我没办法解释不想笑的原因。

遇上麻烦的事情时，如果不面对也能让事情看起来没什么异样的话，我会假装忘记。

承认瑕疵会让事情顺利的话，我不会去争吵。

我不晓得我的身体里有什么东西改变了。我只想把自己暂时收藏起来。

然后希望你看不见我。

心情译文

2009-09-12T18:27:00.000-07:00

思想支配一个人。当思想被病毒入侵的时候，连带地，瞳孔所看见的事物，耳朵听见的歌，呼吸的节奏，触碰到的物体，都会被一种没有气味，也没有形态的压力所支配。

如果把现在的场景，当作是摄影棚里的话，那现在所调制的灯光，说不定是为了一场诡异的惊悚电影情节。

那是一种失去生命力的灯光。

我不晓得那唯一坐在我对面的乘客，是不是也会如此认为。或许对他来说，那不过是一种慵懒的布景，又或者可能是一种舒服的色调。从他没有表情的表情里，丝毫看不出来他会不会有着同样思想的端倪，我无法猜测。但是对我而言，却清晰地感觉到一种无法言语的压迫感在挤缩这一个车厢的空间。这让我感到莫名其妙的心悸。耳边那些企图让我保持清醒的音乐，都变得像重金属一样的音符，凌乱无比。

我很想逃。但当我极力从这地铁的车窗外眺望出去，却看不出我可以逃到这个城市的哪一个地方。

城市就像是一个庞大的机器掀开外壳，里面全都是一组又一组的复杂零件组合。每一个小齿轮和机械都在不停地转动，仿佛是有规律的，却跳乱了节奏。

不同的是，如果一个机器里的零件出了故障，是会令到其他零件的运作模式瘫痪，无法使用。但是，这座少了温度的城市却不一样。

街道上人来人往的陌生脸孔，或是公路上交叉穿梭的车辆，灭了又亮的霓虹灯，仿佛都有一套排列好的模式在操作，纵然还是节奏不同。不过，我们并不会认得那些规律模式出现的人群中少了谁的身影。公路上的车辆，即使是发生多严重的意外，总有人清理公路，收拾残局。等时钟的针再倾斜多一些的角度，车龙还是继续行走，交通灯还是绿了又红，除了报纸上换了一幅生效二十四小时的五乘五吋的报导，其他的，一切恢复正常。

这是一座会吞噬回忆的世界。它吞噬所有有形无形的事物。它吞掉那些扎在深层地基的建筑物，那些流动的人，也吞噬温度，和声音。

当你在拥挤的人群中呐喊，可能谁也听不见你的崩溃，因为在那些嘈杂的喧哗中，你的歇斯底里不过是低分贝的杂音，参差在城市巨大的机械运作的噪音里。没有人会仔细去听，这把幼小的声音想要倾诉些什么。

我好害怕，自己也会被这个狰狞的巨型机械吞噬掉，无声无息的。

我们有着呼吸的时候，都在努力地踩着脚下的那一块土地，用力地呼吸，证实自己的存在。然而，在存在的哲学角度里，却不是占据空间的物体就叫作存在。无法改变其他事物的非生物，在存在的意识里并不存在。人之所以为存在的本质，是因为我们能做出改变。

我厌倦现在的呼吸方式，却没有足够的力量改变它。不晓得在这一个角度里，我，会不会算是不存在。

来不及

2009-08-11T23:13:00.000-07:00

人太多时候，需要更多的历练，来懂得怎么去爱另一个人。

我们在年轻的时候，或许都交过好几个男女朋友。以前你遇见的那个女孩，分开之后，或许在你以后的人生中，再也不会遇见比她更优秀的人。但是，那个时候的你，还没学会怎么体贴。

在血气方刚那个年头，你认为女生宠不得。又或者，你认为你需要把时间花在你那刚起步的事业上。

在那个你还不懂得怎么去爱的时候，你的生命中出现了这个女孩。

可是那个时候，你比较爱发脾气。她说错了话，或跟另一个男孩是好朋友，你会对她凶。

又或者，那个女孩喜欢吃的，喜欢的音乐，喜欢的活动，你刚好不喜欢，然后你没办法妥协，也没想过要妥协。

那女孩相信的，你还没有相信。你不相信性格改得掉。她一心想改变你的一些坏习惯，例如抽烟喝酒，你却认为自己不需要为任何人改变。

她要的爱情是浪漫的，你却认为太扭捏作做，也浪费时间精力。

你们面对了难题，但是那个时候的你，还不懂得怎么去解决，或面对那个困难。

你还不是个好男人，直到太多事情改变了你，直到太多时间改变了你，直到那个女孩离开了你。

后来，你相信了本来你不相信的信仰，你学会了妥协，你学会了体谅，也学会了体贴入微。

你因为她的离开而变成了个好男人，但是时间过去，你的改变却没能把曾经的那个好的女孩换回来。

她还在你身边的时候，你来不及学会那些事情。

其实不只是年轻的男孩会这样。年轻的女孩，也是同一个样子。

在我们最漂亮的那个时候，那些男生围绕着我们打转。入世未深的女孩，也未必会认得对自己最好的那个男孩。或许是他不够帅，或许是他不够高，不够坏，不象那些像恶魔一样的坏男孩，拥有强大的魅力。

直到你被伤害了之后，才想起那些肯宠你的男孩，那些把你当公主的男孩。

可惜的是，当时间离去，当青春离去，当好的男孩也离去的时候，你才发现，原来少了那些娇宠，你什么也不是。

但是却也来不及了。我们太清楚，岁月是最来不及的事。

女孩看的世面多的时候，会希望找个年纪比较大的男人，来当男朋友或情人，甚至是丈夫，他们比较会疼女孩。

只是，男孩在看的世面多的时候，却只会选择年纪轻的女孩。不但只是因为她们单纯年轻。年纪比较大的女生，历练比较多，也得到过很多男生的娇宠。

被宠坏过的女生，会变得很聪明。对于他们来说，需要付出的比较多。

看得起和看不起的人

2009-08-11T21:39:00.000-07:00

人分男人和女人。这个标题想说的又将男人和女人分成两类，分别为看不起的男人和女人，或是欣赏/看得起的男人与女人。

如果要在看得起和看不起之间的距离，用一条线连接起来的话，我总希望自己可以离看不起的那一端远一些，与自己欣赏的人靠近一些。

先来说男人。

看得起的男人，虽然不是要求每一样事情都做到一百分，但是风度是决定性的关键，不可以没有，等于他们的宝贝一样重要。

很多事情上面男人可以显露风度，在与你谈恋爱的男人也懂得故作风度。不过，有一点倒是值得一提。

这个风度，只能在分手后的那一刻才看得清楚。

有智慧的男人，不会在分手之后，有意或无意向其他人提起他前女友的过失，或者是弱点。他们会考量到那个女生的声誉。无论那个女生在爱着他们的时候，有多么不完美，或是有多么地不对。

也不会否认他们爱过那个她。

分手后的风度与气度，毕竟不容易找。

提过了值得被欣赏的男人，现在点出最看不起的男人。

除了打女人有外遇抛弃糟糠之外，有一种男人最要不得。

就是跟你分手后要生要死，自己看不起自己，一脸可怜相，要全世界的人都同情他的人。

或者可以说是出自于爱，但是那种爱，太没有修为了，而且不被需要。

男人毕竟和女人不同。女人可以在分手后威胁男人，激起男人最后的怜悯，但是对于女人，却起不了多大作用。

硬要把分手的痛苦绝望，加在已经选择退出你的爱情的那个人，非要做出一些令对方为难的事，太没有品德。

而且会说要爱你爱得赔上性命的人，毕竟最爱的是自己。

把自己的生命押在另外一个人身上的人，如果不属于为爱牺牲的那种伟大情操，只不过是浪费生命与资源。因为如果真的死掉了，处理尸体也需要时间精力，也浪费家人的眼泪。

这种男人没有种，把他要回来的，也是一个笨女人。

我想把看得起的女人放在最后，所以先提看不起的女人。

我可以理解一个女人的本性刁蛮任性，小气，自私，发浪，耍可爱，崇尚名牌，不可一世，

但是却没办法妥协虚伪，表里不一的女人。

明明是爱慕虚荣，却爱强调自己的清高。明明是小家子，却在人前慷慨大方，背后暗箭伤人。又或者明明希望大家赞美羡慕，却拼命贬低自己，要别人说相反的话，来满足自己的炫耀心态的女人。

如果一个女人想发浪，坦荡荡展示对自己的自信，不惺惺作态，不讨论自身审美观与大众标准妥不妥协的问题，诚实作自己，毕竟不会那么让人讨厌。

最后是值得欣赏的女人。

不一定要是女强人，不一定要年轻美丽有身材。但是，即使拥有所有的优质条件，却不需要靠男人的女人。

她们或许也还没找到自己的爱情，却不需要靠着男人的恭维，来肯定自己自身的价值。

拿蔡依林来说吧，姑且不讨论她是艺人的身份，作为一个女人，可以驾跑车住豪宅，都是靠着自己的本事的，不是不多，而是很少。

努力认真的女人最美，因为她们做自己靠自己，肯定自己。虽然很多人在音乐的角度里认为她卖的只是流行，但是对于这一类型的人，那种欣赏虽然没有让我成为她的粉丝，但至少遏止我否定她的付出，或成为参与批评她的那一种人。

活出自己对生命那种认真的态度，有智慧，有修养的女人，是女人都会欣赏的女人。

Random Stuffs

2009-07-07T10:27:00.000-07:00

One month after graduate. Once we are leaving school we can called ourself "officially unemployed workforce". The ratio of unemployment have to be increased since this is the period there are also many Institutions releasing potential graduate students.

I found there are something very weird on myself.

During the period that I'm very free, and having a lot of extra time to waste, the less frequent I will update my blog. The busier I am, the more thing I want to write in my blog.

So you can see that I'm actually a very free person.

Thursday afternoon, with the sky owning a sunny face.

I wish to record down some random stuff that happens to me in this one and a half month time.

1. My name still haven't appear in the Graduation List for 10th Convocation 2009 of MMU.

http://smartcard.mmu.edu.my/2009_convocation/

2. I have just done a part time job of weekends in Jusco Maluri, for a Beauty Collagen drink.

I have get to know some new friends there. One of them whose name is Yvonne share a story of the Jusco outlet with me.

If you are a frequent shopper of Jusco Maluri, you will probably notice a old lady who is at her 70's, with short figure, and talk with very loud voice, passed by there everyday.

To be more precise, she is not just passing by, but patrolling around like what a manager should do in the outlet. She will observed around to see whether is there anyone stealing things. If she found that someone walk out from the supermarket with items which is not inside a Jusco plastic bag, she will probably scream at you, claims that you are a theif, and grab the item to return to the shelf. She will even report to the security guard she gets anyone did mistake.

You probably will ask, why is that the officers there, or Jusco staff never take any action to stop her, since what she is doing might interupt the shoppers.

Based on the story that I heard, long time ago, her family owned the site which Jusco is landing. Her son sold it to this company, take the money, and leave her alone.

Till now, deep inside the heart of this old lady, Jusco is still her asset, and she has the responsible of the business. However, she never grab anything from the shelf and bring home as she likes.

"Two of you huh, must work hard..." She passed by in front of me and my friend, talked like as she is the one hiring us.

I do not know how true is the story. What makes us feel better is, we can see that the employees inside Jusco will treat her in a good way like how we should treat an old folk. Even strangers know how to respect an old lady, if her son is really that unfilial to her, it is really a shame.

3. I wear a high heels to work for Sunday in Jusco, since my sister has wore her shoe to go out. I have no other black shoe.

At the end of the day, I walked like a snail to go to LRT Maluri from Jusco. My foot was almost broken after near 8 hours of standing on high heels. Even pedestrian looks at me like I have a shit on my face.

High heels kills.

4. I bought a Nano toner with RM14.90, and get a free gift which is a Nano Omega Day Shield which worth RM29.90. Too bad there is only SPF, but not with PA value. (SPF is to avoid getting sun burn for your skin, PA is to avoid getting dark)

I still remember when I bought my last Nano toner was with price RM16.90, which is actually selling at RM19.90 in the market. Now it is even lower price.

5. I went to an Interview of Scope International, for the position of Global Operation Officer, which is located at Bukit Jalil, inside the TPM ( Teknology Park of Malaysia). That is the very first interview that I attended.

Thanks to the blessing of god. I have been hired.

I work in a park man! Teknology Park! I simply love that place. The compound is so spacious.

6. I just realize I can sell like an aunt, after I have done another part time job which is only from 4-8:30pm, selling shower gel at Wangsa Maju LRT station.

The agency that past us the job came to the station late. Me and another 2 part time colleagues waited for them since 3:30pm, which they only arrive at 5pm.

Nothing really special about this job. On the way back to home, I noticed a quote in LRT which I really like it.

" Art is made to disturb. Science reassure. There is only one thing valuable in Art, which is you cannot explain it"~ by George Braque

It is so true. Art can't be analysed by figures and statistics, but it appears to be a very direct way of communication, from the author to the public, without using any language as transmitters.

It reminds me of a phrase of symbols that I send to a person and make him thinks whole day for the hidden meaning of it.

7. I have cleared the storeroom, removes near 100++kg of stocks and books ( well this is exaggerate skill, part of literature) , old clothes, old files and documents, and my brother's toys out from that little space. My family actually get shocked of the storage that a little storeroom can keep after moved the things out.

I am doing it 90% alone.

We bought the white paint for the window, and going to get "Sakura Pink" as the wall color. Based on my speed, I predict that I am going to take one month to transform the storeroom into a sweet little bedroom.

Share with you my pc desktop picture.

How nice if my room can look like this.

Let's see what's more random stuff coming up.

Now I tell you what is KL

2009-06-11T22:21:00.000-07:00

I'm now studying in Malacca, since 3 years ago. At the very first time when I get to know new friends from another states, I was informed that usually they viewed KL people differently.

For them, KL people appears to be having hectic life, more selfish, and the relationship among the people to people is not as close as the people outside the city. They will be more alert when dealing with city people, as they believe that we are more tricky.

One of my friend gets to know a lot of friends from National Service. The facilitator once asked the students who is already not a virgin (they were having group activities). A lot of her friend from other states are not, where my friend from KL is shocked by them, seeing a lot of them admitting not. At the same time, her friends around was surprised that she is still a V. They asked her..

"DOn't yOu sAid yoU are frOm KL?"

"KL people not very Open miNded one meh?"

By the way, this is no offense. Just they tell us frankly what's their view towards us.

My second hometown is in Pangkor Island, which is the place my mum grown up. Since young, I have a lot of time staying in both side of world. The city, and the little village.

Big contrast.

I was always being asked by my both grandmothers. Ah yee, you prefer which side? KL or Pangkor?

To grandma at KL, I will say KL

And of course to grandma in Pangkor, I said Pangkor.

I love the both.

Pangkor we have more freedom. We have the seaside, we have a lot of fresh fishes, we have shark fins in the steamboat, we have cheap and delicious noodles.

This is what I can't find in KL.

The other way round, KL we will have shopping centres, we have cars, we have desktop.

That was what I viewed in my young age.

Unfortunately, this feeling of me towards KL is no longer sustained when I come into working age.

Let's take a look...

The Morning of KL

At night

Thats a lot of working oppurtunity in KL, I believes that a lot of youth from other state will find a job in this city, and stay here. Finally evolves into the style of this.

City is always a symbolism of hectic, busy, cold atmosphere lifestyle...

No one is supposed to be blamed on this. We need to live. Before we could change the scene of any picture above, we need to adapt to it.

However, I miss Pangkor Island now.

What is your dream house?

2009-06-09T03:25:00.000-07:00

Buying a house is like still a very far dream from us now at this age. Even many of the working adults who are not having any plan for a new house will not be bothered to look at those brochures, model house, or websites that show these kind of information.

It is something just like when we go Pavilion, we will not walk in Coach, GUCCI, or GUESS shop if we know that we do not have the ability to buy it.

However, the words from my lecturer changed my perception. She once told us that, there is one day she walked into Omega to look for those luxury watches.

At first we thought that she was trying to show off how abundance she is. She adds in:" I tried for the expensive watches, but I told the sales girl that I'm not affordable for it."

" So you guys think what is the reaction of that sales girl?" she asked us

" shooo you out!"

" turn a dead face to you?"

" Just smile to you?"

I remember that the whole marketing class were guessing the sales girl reaction in the class.

"Nope, she smile to me and said, its okay madame, may be you are not affordable for this right now, but may be the other day you will. Hope that you will recall back of us and welcome back to us."

The whole class gave a loud applause after listen to the lecturer. The loud applause is for that little sales girl.

That sales girl might be just being trained for the good way of retaining good relationship with potential customer. However, one very true thing is, no matter you are rich or poor now, it is a good motivation to find out your desire and work positively for it.

Below are the pictures of houses that I got from Malaysia property

Almost every picture that I see from the website are the "tall tall" building. Majority of the property in the website are condominiums.

It is fully enclosed with the property details, layout, facilities and analysis of the building.

I hope there are more pictures of one building, as we might concerned of the space, not only with the figures stated how much square feet in the description, but also the layout and design of the space inside.

Just sharing my 2 cents. Have a very nice day everyone.

Away from home

2009-06-09T02:53:00.000-07:00

I still can remember that about 4 years ago, the moment I was facing the decision for where to further my study.

I was having two option. Multimedia University which is located in Malacca, or to study and struggle hard in Form 6 in KL.

I was 17, a little innocent teen that never being away from house.

At that time, I was crying and ask my parents don't let me go so far away, I want to stay at home, live with my parents, and having girl's talk with my siblings at late night.

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Okay. Touching story ends here.

If you are my friends that close to me enough in University, you probably will bang my head and yell to me now.

"You don't bluff la, sampat pui yee! We know you wish to run away from your home deep inside every cell of your brain!"

I admit it now.

After years, I have also started to find out the advantages of staying outside and being independent.

What actually surprised me is, my relationship with my family members even become more closer compare than the past.

A lot of my friends in University are coming from different states of Malaysia, varies from up to Kedah until down to Johor. Many of them will choose to find their job in other states too, no matter for their internship or future career.

I have spending at least 20 years grown up in KL. However, that's always one very wonderful traits inside everyone of us. We will want to runaway from what we used to stick with at this young age.

So my mission now, is to find a job that could help me escape from my home.

I'm a bad girl.

For those that who need to find room for rent and to let, here is a website collected a lot of choices of room for rent.

It various from KL, Selangor, Penang, Melaka, Negeri Sembilan, and all the others states in Peninsular Malaysia. It includes also the Sabah Sarawak too. It states the condition of the room/ house, and the rental is clearly stated.

Hope that this could help you guys out.

You found JOB already?

2009-06-04T08:43:00.000-07:00

"Start find job already ah?"

"You found job already?"

"Got job liao bo?"

"What kind of job you want to find?"

"You haven't start finding ahrr? now very hard to find job you know??"

STOP!!!

grrhhhhhh!! .\/.

Well, please, to all my beloved friends, family, uncle, aunt, old kids, young mummy, ah dog, ah cat, ah miao, and everyone that concerned or gepo,

Please stop asking this lame question.

Its like some kind of ritual or tradition that every fresh graduate will go through this kind of "period" .They will be keep being asked for this, until they are annoyed to death.

Kids like us know what to do lar.

The pressure is in us already, why put more pressure?

If you could give us alternatives, suggestion, recommendation, motivation or anything that might can help, welcome with open arms.

Really kena chuak, now getting more and more gan jiong for my future.

This is the very first step that we fully involved ourselves into the society, choosing a job or being chosen, it's determinant for our future lifestyle, and what will we be too.

Pray hard.

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Get this forwarded email related to a funny reSumE. It's kind of prank and nonsense but, anyway, it makes a good laugh..

Name: Ah Boy
Age: Still young
Sex: Never. Still under age
Religion: I only have experience praying my cat who dead 2 years ago
Race: I love to race, how you know?
Nationality: I don't like National, I prefer Sanyo
IC Number: 6735
Telephone number: House no telephone
Hand phone number: 3310
Address: Penang Jelutong
City: Nor Haliza?
Postcode: I never post anything
State: In my family, I am 2^nd
Country: I love to travel to Canada
Marriage status: Secret
Email Address: Hotmail
Education Background: My teacher said not bad
Working experience: Last time got sell pirated VCD
Father's name: Daddy
Father's IC: You ask him
Mother's name: Mummy
Mother's IC: You ask her
Current Salary: Depends on my daddy mood
Expected Salary: As much as you can pay
When can start work: Depends on my mood
Highest qualification: Ya, very high
Grade: Ya, very high
College/University: College
Signature: Can I use chop?

简单

2009-06-01T18:53:00.000-07:00

六月一号，离开大学的第一天。

早晨刚清醒过来的时候，先尝试到了眼泪的味道。

那不是一种痛心的感觉，或许是来自另外一份力量的支持。

第一次发现, 因为舍不得而湿了眼眶是一种幸福。

我想我没有不确定，至少眼泪是最诚实的证明。

或许我可以不相信时间距离，但是我相信他。

或许爱情里有太多的复杂，但是我可以相信他的简单。

或许过去的我受过伤，但是从他的眼睛里，坚定地让我知道明天才是最重要的。

或许踏出社会的路一开始都会因脚步不稳而摇晃，但是我不是一个人走。

或许我把这篇文章写得太早，但是现在的感动是确定的。

或许他读中文的时候有一些吃力，但是我知道，现在的他一定会一个字一个字地把它看完。

我向往的，不过是简单。

没有复杂的圈子关系，没有怀疑喜欢我的理由，没有我让自己企图不去解释的问题，没有不安全的感觉。

安全感，和坚定的信任。

这一些，会足够让我们跨越时间与距离。

我们看了辽阔的夜空，还有在我们俯视的正上空划过的流星，看过透蓝的大海，走过一整片翠绿的树林。那些我最喜欢的风景，每一个画面都有他。

爱情需要一点的任性，还有义无反顾。

我们一定会一起再看见更多美丽的风景。

不需要说的话

2009-05-20T09:31:00.000-07:00

不爱你的人，或选择放弃你的人，你不需要听到他说的一些话。

你不会需要他跟你解释太多，你不会需要他的怜悯，你不会需要他的大方得体，也不会需要他的感情以外的东西。

如果你坚持要再跟他见面，打电话给他，用尽各种方法再占用他的时间，理直气壮地说一大堆他不该这样决定的理由，吵着要讨回公道。

其实你自己也知道，你把自己搞得如此狼狈，也不过是不愿意接受结果。

你企图挽留的，是已经凋谢的感情。

如果那个人最后灰了心地告诉我他要离开，其实我并不需要他说，

“对不起。”

或许你已经尽力了，已经努力过了，所以对不起是你最后的交代。

如果我哭泣，该是为了你的无能为力，还是为了我的无能为力？

当我像个孩子一样祈求拥有你的坚持，你的勇敢，和你的感情的时候，倘若换来的只是这些，我该如何在痛透的心找到解脱的出口？

我们走过的，痛过的，认真过的，爱过的，都会消失在这三个字里。

在离开的时候，另外一个不被需要的话，是他的祝福。

它和对不起都是同一个特征，都是在无法做其他事情时候，唯一的一个交代。

你没有办法守候在我的身边了，你没有办法再牵我的手，没有办法让我对你撒娇，没有办法再履行答应过的事，没有办法告诉大家我是你的谁。

所以你给我祝福。

我的爱情，只剩下一个祝福的能力。

我要这个祝福来做什么用呢？为什么让我受到祝福的那个人不是你?

我可以接受别人的祝福，朋友的祝福，亲人的祝福，陌生人的祝福。

当我的愿望只剩下你的时候，你的祝福，只是将一切毁灭。

其实到了那个时候，你再怎么说，也袮补不了我的伤口。

如果我是你，我情愿什么也不说。

你的微笑

2009-05-20T08:01:00.000-07:00

小学五六年级的时候，我的班主任是林玉珍老师。她是我们很多学生都相当崇拜的老师；一手漂亮得不得了的字体，说话铿锵有力，每天都神采飞扬，都是她的特质。

由于她的形象太过正面了，所以她所说的东西我都深信不疑。

我很记得她说，她每天早上起来梳洗，都有一个习惯。

“对镜子里的自己微笑，无论那一天的行程多忙。你懂得对自己微笑，也就会对别人微笑，那么你的一天都会愉快。如果老师哪一天心情不好，可能是忘了对自己微笑。”

那一天开始，我每天都会记得这个习惯。

那时候才十一二岁的孩子，刚好处于自我意识相当重的年纪，老爱想自己应该是个怎样的人，样子看起来怎样，别人怎样看我，

所以特别爱照镜子。

偏偏我不像其他女孩一样幸运，发育期迟，样子也不怎么样，所以一开始对自己笑的时候挺别扭的。那时候，我才发觉原来我不太会笑。

笑起来的时候僵僵的，不然就看起来太做作，不然就太丑。当时我花了很长的一段时间来练习微笑。

每天对镜子笑的举动，竟然让我的妈妈差点要封掉我的书房那面大镜子，因为花太多时间对着镜子了。

其实每天早上对自己微笑，这个小小的动作，真的有不小的作用。

这就像在早上赏自己一顿丰富又爱吃的早餐，那一天会比较有活力。

出门前穿上跟自己十分搭配的衣服，那一天的自信也会自然的比较高一些。

一天的开端，赶在其他人之前先跟自己微笑，像是对自己说早安，仿佛比较贴近自己一些。

对自己微笑，根本不需要理由。

就算那一天出门之前下着大雨，路上泥巴特别多，又或者遇见比较倒霉的事情，心情也不至于降落得太快。这样以来，那一天即使不如意，整体的运势和分数，总不会太低。

我很爱看天空。有时看见天空的蔚蓝，我都会很自然地对天空笑一笑；下雨的时候，风迎面扑来很舒服，我也会对天空笑一笑，觉得有阳光真好，觉得呼吸着真好。

听说如果感觉到疼痛的时候，如果你的表情痛苦，用力皱眉头，在心理上会让你感觉比真实的还要疼痛一些。

我想，如果相同的原理在相似的情况，比如说我们的心受伤了，给自己一个微笑，苦笑也好，会不会像朋友给的微笑一样，让我们的心比较好过一些。

沮丧的时候，对自己笑一笑，当作鼓励自己也好。不如意的事纵然多，我们需要做的，有能力做到的，就是当说有事情都不在轨道上的时候，不放弃自己。

我会对着镜子挤眉弄眼，会对镜子摆自以为可爱的pose,却不会对着镜子哭，因为真的很伤心的时候哭起来挺丑的，除非你练过楚楚可怜的表情。

当地球还有阳光的时候，记得让你的心微笑。

它会牵动你的嘴角。

当你拥有发自内心的笑容时，看看镜子，然后你会发现镜子里的自己，其实还不错。

那么，你必然有个不错的一天。

属于

2009-05-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

我们很难只是爱上属于我们自己的东西。

别人的，就算爱上了，不过是自己自找烦恼。不属于你的，你只能在一旁静静地看着，无论多么羡慕，终究还是必须学会放在心头的那一种眷恋。

多么晓得这个道理，却还是无法勉强自己理智一些。

小孩会羡慕邻家小孩的玩具，大人会羡慕同事的成就。

女孩不小心爱上了不是自己的那一个人，需要的不只是眼泪，还有时间来忘记。

我们爱上了那种不属于我们的命途，拼命追逐，直到筋疲力尽。等到醒觉的时候，或许已经苍老了面容。

你恋爱了，那个人，只是暂时属于你的。

如果他离开了，他曾经给过你的美好，就不再是属于你的了。

他的气质，他的才智，他的谦逊有礼，他的羞涩腼腆，他的阳光，他的贴心，

还有他的承诺。

本来是你的，后来不是你的。

你成名了，所有焦点和光环聚集在你身上，仿佛也是一霎那的事情。

时间过去，所有光彩还是会褪色，总有会取代你的人。

本来是你的，后来不是你的。

从前的我说，人生本来就像一场流浪，看过多美丽的风景，阅读过不同的人与事物，却还是没办法在手心里紧握着什么。没有带什么来，要走的时候，自然什么也不必带走。

这些文字是我放在书桌前的墙上，要提醒着自己，记得要用豁达的心态面对事物。

有什么是属于我们的呢？

如果说，自己永远是属于自己的，那么爱自己，天经地义。

经验智慧是永远属于自己的，那么努力汇集多一些营养。

容貌不是属于我们的，它属于时间，因为它会老去。

亲情永远是属于我们的，因为血浓于水。

朋友是属于我们的，直到我们不再选择交往见面。

我们要自己喜欢的那个人属于自己，所以用结婚证书，来交换信心，爱对方一辈子。

而对于无法拥有的美好，我们只好止于欣赏。

如果我无法再回到这片土地

我会记得在这里经历的风景

还有这里的天阴与天晴

如果你的命途里不再有我

我会记得你的特征

还有你给过的贴心

那么在我的记忆里，你属于我的时间，会比较长一些。

What is Marketing?

2009-05-13T19:06:00.000-07:00

"Har you take marketing ah? Do sales one lor?"

Marketing is always being associated with sales, and sales person always similar to someone that "bother you to buy things and always being rejected".

If the market is a war, marketers are the front liners that always stand in front of the army to fight, and the first to die.

Well, the definition that you could find in books for Marketing, is actually an integrated communications-based process through which individuals and communities discover that existing and newly-identified needs and wants may be satisfied by the products and services of others.

Sales is only one component in Marketing.

Okay, forget about all the theory.

I believe that some of you received an email like this:

What is Marketing
_______________

1. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: ' I am very rich. Marry me! ' - That's Direct Marketing'

2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says: ' He's very rich. 'Marry him.' -That's Advertising'

3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say: ' Hi, I'm very rich. 'Marry me - That's Telemarketing'

4. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink, you open the door (of the car)for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her ride and then say:'By the way, I'm rich. Will you 'Marry Me?' - That's Public Relations'

5. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says:'You are very rich! 'Can you marry ! Me?' - That's Brand Recognition'

6. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' She gives you a nice hard slap on your face. - ' That's Customer Feedback '

7. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' And she introduces you to her husband. - 'That's demand and supply gap'

8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say anything, another person come and tell her: 'I'm rich. Will you marry me?' and she goes with him - 'That's competition eating into your market share'

9. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say: 'I'm rich, Marry me!' your wife arrives. - ' That's restriction for entering new markets '

Besides the above, I also have my very own explanation of Marketing, which involve other marketing terms.

Marketing vs. Female
________________

[SWOT Analysis]

Strength: You have a very cute face, and look gorgeous.

Weakness: You are fat, and you want to keep fit.

Opportunity: You are pursuing engineering course, which 90% of your classmates are guys.

Threat: Half of the guys in your class are gay, the other half are not available.

[Marketing Term]

Product: You are the product of course, getting married means you sell yourself out.

Packaging: You wear water bra, make up, and dress nice nice to go out.

Target Market: Your requirement for a boy friend is 18 to 28 years old, Chinese, tall, and strong, with income level of RM5000 and above, education level of Master degree.

Brand Positioning: You only wear clothes that make you look sexy, walk sexily, only dance new jazz, talk sexily, and camwhoring with all sexy picture. You want to let people know you are SEXY.

Personalization: You only target on one charming guy, research about his interest, hanging out at the place he visits the most, try to know his friends, get his direct line, and promote yourself only to him.

Mass Marketing: You go up stage, join a lot of beauty pagent competition, singing competition, performance, submit your picture and profile to magazines to find friends.

Niche Marketing: You make sure you are the "luxury good", only join the group with rich and young guys which is your specific target market, and maintain good relationship with them. You don't even bother to spend your time and resources for those guys who is outside your market area.

Internet Marketing: You go online everyday, camwhoring in your blog and profile, add as many guys as possible in your contacts, join forum, join community.

[Strategies]

For Market Growth

Market Penetration: You want to enter a big gang of guys with the fastest speed, so you do not mind take initiative to stick with them, hanging out with them, act like buddies, and be superb friendly. Forget about what motives you have, as long as market opportunity is wider.

Market Development: You love foreigners too, so you expand your social network to the International people. You involve in their clubs and society, join their forum and their website.

Product Development: You do hair extension, eyelash extension, do breast implant, get injection of botox to remain young.

Diversification: Hmm...you change your sex may be.

For Business Marketing

Differentiation: You let the guys see your uniqueness, your elegant, and also your outstanding side, so they don't mind to drive Porsche to fetch you, buy you Gucci bag, treat you eat in high class restaurant simply because you are so different with other girls.

Cost leadership: You promote yourself at lower price, an easy going and easy to get target in the guys' mind so that you always being surrounded by them.

Okay, so far can think until here. Anything can be added will be added in the future.

I wonder can I pass my final with these.

God bless me.

Our "handmade" Library

2009-05-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

This is the very first exhibition of the marketing students, for a subject named " Retail Marketing".

We are divided into around 10++ groups. Here are the pictures that my friend tin tin took on that two exhibition day, venue was in CLC concourse. On 4 May and 5 May 2009.

Da da da Dang!
(Pictures are not following the arrangement of the exhibition)

Group 1:

The model is consists of two levels. What amazed us is, the top floor can actually being removed to see the bottom floor, and cover back again. The group make it quite firm.

Group 2:

This is the group that exhibited next to us. Their focus was also on the outer part of the library. Too bad I don't have a picture of their inner part.

Group 3:

This is the "Hello Kitty" library, which we can see a lot of little "Hello Kitty" model. They made some unique cupboard inside which can let the customers turn it around to get books.

Group 4:

This group made a very smart model, with all the floor plan represented by each pentagon, and with a silver building (top left) as the appearance of the whole building.

Group 5:

Very detailed artwork, with many small chairs and tables inside. The second picture is also the appearance of their whole building.

Group 6:

This group attracted a lot of people to visit, as they use the stone (decoration for the aquarium), and they used the real plant as their trees to surround the whole building. Perfect decoration.

Group 7:

Quite neat work. I'm sorry if the picture is not to clear of the decoration inside.

Group 8:

The library is called Aquaries Library, since they have this strong point inside. (The 3rd picture). It is actually a small pond or river, which the group put the real tiny fish inside. Their buildings use transparent wall so that we can see through clearly.

Group 9 :

Cute shape of building. Looks like a big red flower.

Group 10:

I like the left hand side building of this group. ( In the second picture)

Group 11:

Creative shape. I didn't really see the real model of this group, these pictures was taken by my friend tin tin.

I think there is some groups that we missed out, and didn't take pictures here. Aiks....

Now, let me introduce you the library of our group. Done by 5 of us. We named it PutraGreen ( as we said it will be located in Putrajaya)

(From left)

[Babe] Lim Yee Shan ( she said her nickname is 013), Kang Wan Ting ( tin tin), Me
[Dude] Ying Chuan (Sky or tian kong), and Chee Ki Wen (arh chee~ the sneeze)

Our library is divided into 2 parts, this is the right hand side which it is said to be the "21st century cutting edge technology part" with facilities that available for the convenient of our customers.

The bottom floor. We used the aluminum to make the chairs and tables. The round shape with white and red color is our "information counter", and the right side, the little black box with blue color is actually our machine which you can scan your card for borrow books , return of books. Every tables are provided with a LCD screen, which we said it is the facilities that can help those customers to remain at their own place, find books through the computer, order it, and our librarian will serve. ( So our librarian looks a bit like waiter and waitress, or else no job opportunity if everything based on machine)

The is the 2nd level of our building, we said it is more to the relax section, as bottom floor served with those business based knowledge books. This section is served with those fictions, self enhancement books, and more to lifestyle based books which might include music, automobile, traveling guide, religion etc. etc. ( Work not are not perfect but as long as we can crap..marketing students ma....). If you noticed, there's 2 set of sofa there, which are in yellow and red color.

The left hand side which we said it is the natural part.

This picture being edited. It is our cafeteria, which provide customers another relaxing place, where they can have their lunch and coffee breaks while reading magazine. We bought the little umbrellas from cake house. Actually top of it we have a "Astronomy space". It's a pity that the picture is not taken.

Now I bring you a bit closer to the minor stuff.

The computer room.

2nd floor

Those who visited us curious about how we made the tiny books. We said we stick it pages by pages. ( Got some of them trust us damn it)

The bottom level, we actually used carpet to cover the floor.

There are two rooms beside the right hand computer room, the teddybear wallpaper is the " Childcare centre, and the blue wallpaper is the "yoga room". There are even real library overseas there we found they are providing swimming pool, however we didn't make it.

We used aluminum as the wall, and make the transparent big windows.

At last, at our exhibition day, we manage to get our lecturer of this subject to have a picture with us, Madame Nurazlin, a very friendly and approachable lecturer.

This is her, the middle one.

In this project, we presented our idea of the library, which involved the location, targeted customers, human resources planing, merchandise planning, pricing and also promotion with the model that we build. This is totally different from what we used to do assignment and finished it by presentation. So, this project actually brings our group mate closer since we spend more time together. Thanks to Madame Nurazlin, for giving us this chance before we graduate.

The last presentaion in Campus

2009-05-11T00:26:00.000-07:00

Spending the whole semester with non stopping presentations, I did the last one just above an hour ago.

The FYP presentation. (We called it "Fuck You Project", sorry if I sound too rude, I'm just telling what did students said.)

I did some stupid action in that presentation section.

First thing is when one of the moderator comes into our room, there only only me, trying to convert my power point from pen drive to the computer.

"Is it the final year project presentation held here?"she asked

"Yup" I gave her a smile, trying to recognize whether she is our marketing lecturer.

I never see her before. I was guessing whether she is just a presenter. She only looks a bit mature than me.

The damn computer can't detect my pen drive.

"Fuck lar" I scolded, without intention, it was all because of I'M USED TO IT!

The minute that word came out of my mouth I have started to regret, and not even dare to turn back and see whether she has heard that.

My supervisor madame Nurazlin arrived few minutes later.

"Okay, who starts first?" she asked, looking at everyone that has arrived.

"me," I put up my hand since I'm the first in the list, and I done the second mistake here.

I pass my hard copy of presentation slide to my supervisor, and the lady that I guess who is our moderator, hearing me scold vulgar just now.

Trying to smile as friendly as possible to her.

"Good afternoon everyone, my name is Pui Yee, and I'm going to present my research project, which is our last presentation in campus...."

I was looking at my friend Sue yee when saying this, and get stuck when I turn to the left hand side, found another person that sit next to the " I though she is moderator"

Lim Ying San! ( My real moderator)

I get shocked for a second in front.

Damn it...I didn't even realized that I should pass to her the hard copy of presentation slide instead of the one next to her.

I IGNORED HER FROM THE FIRST MINUTE!

For your information, Ms Lim is a very very young lecturer, which you can't even tell that she is lecturer when she is in the class. She looks only at out age!

Even some of the students in her class looks mature that her.

I guess that "I thought moderator" lecturer is just someone that being invited to look at our presentation, since I can't see she is judging of anything.

I managed to pretend like nothing happen throughout the presentation. Actually in my mind it was full with words like "omg I am dead I am dead....damn it..."

At the end of my presentation, I am lucky to get only simple question from my supervisor, and answer it smoothly.

"Very good presentation", the "I thought moderator" helps me with saying that, and claps.

Thank god.

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Added story:

Heard from friends that some of them get Goh Mei Ling as moderator for FYP presentation. You see, her expertise is in the statistical area, therefore critical question is being asked. That was simply terrible experience for those who goes under her. There's another student from IB being failed by her and burst into tears on the spot.

Ms Goh, will it be too cruel for a final year student that going to graduate soon? If really fail the final year project, that student might need to extend another semester and redo this research project that took us half a year.

By the way, there is also another student from knowledge management (I'm not sure of her name) who is a 4 flat always student, getting compliments from her supervisor and moderator, and asked for the contact number so that she can give some assistance to their student's research project in the future.

Contrast situation for the presentors.

I'm considered as the lucky one if minus the " ignore moderator" part.

Just now Madame Nurazlin passed by in the FBL ground floor found me sitting there alone, I was waiting for a friend that late for 30 minutes. ( damn arh chee!)

" You've done a very good presentation." she smiled to me.

"Thanks!"

That is the best memory for my last presentation.

You had a hOt day !

2009-05-07T01:01:00.000-07:00

You had a hOt day, you are taking one down,

You sing a sad song but your throat turn no sound

You said you pissed off, you tell me you're dried

You walk under sun and you nearly die

You had a hOt day

You had a hOt day

Blunt observer like me found that everyone's complaining hOt in this season. Go class hear lecturer complaint hot, go in lift heard people scream for scolding hot, go online see everyone's status shouting hot...Malacca is hot, KL is hot, everywhere is hot!

Even now my room no mosquito, may be all dead because of hot.

I'm particularly protecting myself from strong UV, not exposing under sunlight when go to class. I recognize the route that I should walk to go class depending on the time (morning or afternoon), go for the long way instead of the short one to avoid it, no matter how late I am to the class, choose a nice place to avoid sunlight in the bus, and wear sunblock everyday.

I found myself getting darker a bit too..damn it.

Come on Malaysian, Australian spend some time living in the condition of near 47 Celcius. (My friends that studied in Melbourne and newspaper told me that.)

Don't pissed off, tried some coconut drink, and stick at home like me, haha.

Good luck people.

It's Over !!

2009-05-03T11:17:00.000-07:00

Declaration!

Finally the FYP is DONE!

It's Over! If it is not over then I'm over.

It has been our nightmares for near half year.

It was terrible since I'm the one rush to the last minute, exactly 2smth mid night of 4 May 2009. If friends have a credit figure, I think I'm nearly broke. I waste too much on that.

This last semester in my University life gonna be very memorable for me, for all of us. For marketing students, we could named it as "The PreSentation Semester", since we start presenting from week 2 till now, gone through 3 presentations and 6 critics, plus one more marketing plan which took us more than 40 minutes. It was only for a single subject.

We gonna remember strategic marketing and Madame Zaharah for the next 10 years I guess.

Besides, every subject will have at least one, or two assignments. This semester we have many special assignments which differ from the previous academic semester. For those who are chosing B2B as elective will have 2 cases which required total pages of 30 pages of work for group assignment, and around 20 pages of individual assignment to do, so call a mini research, with topic like this...

As a sales manager you are required to enhance and promote the company brand through internet in order to sustain B2B relationship.

How will you promote B2B through virtual branding? Discuss.

The question looks inviting, but you gonna crap for 20 pages.

20 PAGES !

(It's fine, our marketing plan took us 60pages)

Another exciting group assignment is from retail management, from Madame Nurazlin, which is worked on a 3D model of library. It is the first time we have something like this, besides all those presentations. We have to work in a team for this piece of artwork, builidng a library based on the blueprint that we have designed, with all those recycled materials.

Today will be the exhibition, so pictures will only can be exposed after 2pm, exactly 12 hours from now.

For another subject, e-commerce, we need to established a blog for business purpose. This is the 2nd or 3rd time we have been requested for blogging.

Only strategic management remains the ordinary one, plus some technical stuff such as calculation of IFE, EFE, CPM, Space matrix, and something called QSPM.

Throughout this final semester, we are having around 14 presentations in 12 weeks time.10 of it has gone, plus 4 more for the exhibition of library model, e-commerce, strategic management, and FYP.

Extra activities beside academic for me is a MUST in every semester, so this semester I have joined yoga, social dance, and Choir.

Choir has brought me to a little warm family,which consists of 15 to 18 members, and opportunity of performance for 3 times in this semester.

I have been trying to blog on them long time ago (exactly one month ago), but whenever I try to catch up with the draft that I have long keeped inside my blog draft, there are always something stops me. Probably something called assignment or presentation.

Every week of mine in this semester was like a marathon, never stop running for the next destination, but I hope that it will continue further for my journey.

This is my life.

This week, I will be having an exhibition of library model at Monday, a barbecue with choir members and a presentation on Tuesday.

Wednesday is the first time in this semester I do not need to prepare for presentation and rush for choir practice at night.

Thursday me and my retail group mates will like to plan something at night, but it is still pending, and Friday I will have to head back to KL in the afternoon after class.

Saturday I will follow my family to Pangkor Island, which probably take my whole day for the journey,

Sunday, 10 May 2009. My 20 years old cousin will be getting married.

For me it was like a day of a 22 years old girl that can dress nicely for a dining, but for her, it's another stage of life.

She is my childhood best playmate besides my siblings. ( We tends to be friendlier than siblings in that old time since chance of us to meet is rare)

She's getting married.

I am still a student in Uni.

Life.

May be another cousin of mine will be getting married soon in the near future, who knows? The probability of that is confidently higher than wait for me to get a boyfriend.

Usually I don't have blog that only in words, without any pictures to eat some space, or distract aways from the boring line of writing, just that tonight, I have a lot of words to vomit after completing the damn FYP.

Hope that I could wake up at 7am or latest by 8am for the project tomorrow, which is 3 and a 1/2 hour from this minute, or else the group mate named "arhh chee~" will like to have another freaking reason to kick me out of the group.

Pray hard, and good nite.^^

So you think you can FLY~

2009-04-13T08:55:00.000-07:00

It would be a sin for not sharing this...

Erm...how should I describe this huh?

Looks like just strike lottery?

Looks like Harry Porter's fever freaks?

Looks like Gangster?

Oh....They are just looking like my friends......

Da da da DaNG!

These few hyperactive kids belongs to Choir of MMU, version 2008/2009.

I will be telling more about this little family in the next post. My dark circle undereyes are kind of dropping until my chin there already....

Nitez....

如果

2009-03-31T03:05:00.001-07:00

Dedicated to Him

Video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePyO0Mm4ig8

MP3 http://www.savefile.com/files/2061166

如果

有好久没再遇见了吧你最近好吗

我在等着太阳希望可以风干了牵挂

时间反复掩盖着过去模糊了痕迹

怎么记忆像昨天一样清晰

风筝离开天空飘落哪里有多少不一定

不想被放弃

爱了又怕会分离

最后的那一句再见都没好好地说明

原来都只是过境

每当你不说话的时候会想起我吗

与你之间却相隔得太远听不见回答

我明白故事到了这里无法再继续

怎么情绪到现在还不平息

飞机飞向天空看见多少不一样的风景

幸福的距离

需要多少的勇气

两个人到最后剩下只有陌生的熟悉

痛的不只是回忆

太多事情来不及

太多的话说不清

如果说我们的爱只能走到这里就停

世界人群太拥挤

方向快分辨不清

如果从此以后不会再遇见你

也许会有一天所有情节我们都会忘记

相爱不容易

也许我们太年轻

我想说我最后亏欠你的一句我爱你

如果这就是结局

词曲：飘飘

编曲：佳宜

video制作：Vync

Special Thanks

谨以至诚，感激我的好姐妹佳宜，帮我弹了这首歌，她是最棒的钢琴手。

Vync that adds on a video to it and upload it to Youtube. It really surprised me!( She has many things to busy with still take time to do it for me...touching~)

Shu Ting that gives me support that one needed the most! (She even promotes this song to her friends =.<)

I'm a very very lucky one to have them in my Life.

感激他，一直以来给我最眷恋的回忆。

“这个世界上，或许存在不管怎么努力，也达不到的梦想。

但如果一百倍的努力，能够换取一个呼吸的距离欣赏它....

那么，我就会去做。

最后被自己感动不已。”

取自九把刀

天使与流浪者

2009-03-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

有时候，身边有很多的人，很多的事，无论你现在抓得有多么牢，多么难想象有一天会失去的空虚，它，终究会变成旅程中的一个故事。也许，它会刻骨铭心，但，也会随着每一天的时间，渐渐在你的记忆中凋零。

穿越过大大小小的故事，很多事情，留不住，就是留不住。没有带任何的东西进入故事，到了应该离开的时候，自然什么也不必带走。

像流浪者一样，背着一个背包，走过再多的地方，看过再多的风景，手心里，还是一无所有。只是，有着一些不太完整的记忆。然而，努力让自己没有遗憾，才是最重要的。

找到天使一起继续旅途，能走多远呢？能到尽头吗？

对流浪者来说，也许不太重要。

在流浪日记中，故事里有个天使，已经够了。

学会失恋时好好的过，比学会不爱一个人容易得多。

我一个人，我抬头就看得见辽阔的天空，我深呼吸就可以要到我要的自由。

但是当你不在，思念却紧紧捆住了我。

失恋其实是一种很普遍的东西，只是我花长了时间。

我不懂。

如果注定要失去一个人，我们怎么还需要怀着以后会不会遇见的迷信。

人与人之间的关系，有时候就真的是如此脆弱。

没有撕裂得无比彻底，就没办法释放彼此。

你问我会后悔吗，会遗憾吗？

我做了像是我会做的事情，也属于我应该做的事情。

我做完了。

我对得起自己了。

当连忠诚也不再被爱情需要时，唯一能做的就是学会放手。

爱情是一种一生的课题。

也许我会再遇见另一个人，像爱上他一样地爱上那个人。

这个我现在不懂，不过我有一天一定会弄懂。

I want a BathTub!

2009-03-21T23:06:00.001-07:00

I don't understand. Sometimes little creature gets better life than us.

Ting Ni's hamster ownes a bigger bathtub than me! How could this be??

This is the little thing called "Hammie" with nasty face that owns good life.

( I guess it looks nasty cause of my jealousy)

You see? It swims with damn happy hamster face

It's kind of like demonstrate to us how nice it is to be a hamster...grhhh

It's bathtub is bigger than mine! It's bathtub is bigger than mine!
It's bathtub is bigger than mine! It's bathtub is bigger than mine!
It's bathtub is bigger than mine! It's bathtub is bigger than mine!
It's bathtub is bigger than mine! It's bathtub is bigger than mine!
It's bathtub is bigger than mine! It's bathtub is bigger than mine!
It's bathtub is bigger than mine! It's bathtub is bigger than mine!

Hmph...

For me, I have one very personal list of what a girl should and must have in her very own life.

One of it is a big bathtub. It's some kind of philosophy which is like Carrie Bradshaw wants a big cupboard in the movie " Sex and the City".

That's why I always think that the one and only best thing about Genting Highland for me, its surely not Casino, probably not First World Plaza, or even Theme Park.

It's this...

Bath Tub, in a spacious bathroom like this.

This is the bathroom of Highland Hotel.

My old friend Pei Xian said her parents go Genting for sleeping. Basically I'm not much different from them. I don't really mind sitting whole day in the hotel, not going anywhere. I go there only for bathing.

This is the bathtub that I secretly snap from one of my very rich relative's house. I like the shape but not the color.

There are some pictures that I get from online. All very different bathtub.

Chi Ling can spend one hour in her bathroom.

You could be interested to find out what she actually do in that one hour. Bathroom is no longer only for cleaning up yourself but has being positioned to some kind of lifestyle.

Okay, I will get this as a target when I start to earn money.

I want a Bathtub!

p/s :
Contingency Plan: In case the first alternative fail, here is another plan.
If one day my future hubby asked me something like the conversation of Mr. Big and Carrie Bradshaw...

Big： ya I don't mind marry you, would you marry me?

Carrie: erm..erm...ya

Big: So do you want diamond or something?

Carrie: hah...just give me a big BATHTUB!

Doctor is sick

2009-03-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

Okay I have let my blog died for sometime, but I'm here, still alive, just condition went a bit outside the line recently.

I fell sick 3 times in half year time damn it.

Since last week I was infected by my roomate for the red eye disease.

It starts with my left eye. According to the online resources, it supposed to be itchy, reddish, and will continuously come out with some fluid.

For my left eye, it didn't really itchy, just damn pain. I wake up in the morning I found that my left eye is so much smaller than the right eye. It was swollen.

Shit!

Well, this is an infectious disease. However it doesn't mean that with looking into my eyes you will get an red eye too. The consequences is like

(a)If I touch my eye

(b)I touch on something else

(c)You touch on that something which I touched

(d)You rub your eye

(e) RED EYE!

I have a friend with nickname Flowerhorn, she actually transform from single eyelid to double eyelid after getting this red eye disease for two weeks.

By the way I'm not so sure whether if you have double eyelid, will it change you back to single one. So better don't risk your eye with this disease.

I went to the first doctor, get an eye drop and a cream to apply on before sleep.

Story didn't end here.

I get fever and it's brother (flu, sorethroat) comes along.

To declare that I am officially sick, I have go to see another doctor for Medical Certificate.

While visiting the doctor, I guess he doesn't look better than me. As in that 10 minutes consultation period he keeps on massage his own temple.

"Girl, the red eye is very infectious ya, so you better don't go to the class in this period..." he said.

"Okay, so can I have an MC?"

"Ya I will give you three days" he starts to write

"Doctor, Monday is a public holiday, so may I request the MC starts from Tuesday onwards?"

"Oh yup..."

Then I get this.

Tidak Sihat pada 7/3/09 - 10/3/09.

For your information, 7/3/09 is Saturday, 8/3/09 is Sunday, and 9/3/09 is a Public Holiday.

So he only provides me Tuesday for MC.

The doctor is officially sick now. His MC is with me. This is the prove.

I DON'T NEED MC ON HOLIDAYS LAR DOCTOR!

(p/s: My right eye is infected too on Tuesday morning. So now don't come near me! My eyes can kill. Ehem)

How he spends his valentine?

2009-02-11T07:12:00.000-08:00

在这红色花瓣盛放的季节

我只有一朵褪色的玫瑰

祭奠那已经离开很久的

梦

2009-02-07T19:17:00.000-08:00

現在我总算明白了柏拉图的意思。

柏拉图，浪漫思想家。一切只存在完美的想象空间里的概念。

如果我梦见他太多次，或许梦境里的他，会比现实里他出现的次数多吧？

第一次梦见他，也忘记了是什么时候。大概是中四的时候吧。

那一次，是他一个人依靠在电梯旁的透明栏杆哪里，从背影看去，总有说不完的沮丧和失落。

梦里的我，慢慢地靠近这个即熟悉又陌生的人，等到确定了是他，也不知道哪里来的勇气，我从他身后紧紧地抱着他。他背着心事哭不出来，我却在他背后哭得很狼狈，仿佛想把他的一切委屈，用我的眼泪宣泄出来。

没有联络以后，我又梦见了他一次。

在他的车里。我坐在司机座位旁，看着他憔悴的脸庞，一脸的胡渣，很严重的黑眼圈。那时候的他，失去了所有的光彩。他还是没有说什么，只是他的表情告诉我，他很讨厌这个世界。

我在他的旁边，泣不成声。

后来我和他一段短暂的感情后，我常梦见他，只是每一次都看不见他的脸，只是一直在梦里听见他的消息。

最深刻的，是我站在大海前，听说他淹没进了海底。有好些人在那里打捞他的尸首。那乌云翻涌的天空，和我的心情一样沮丧。

昨天，我又梦见了他。

这次他的脸庞还不是很清晰，只是我记得他给我的拥抱。

我们在一个从来没在现实里到过的地方。他牵着我的手，好像什么事情也没有发生过。直到我们找了一个地方坐下来。我抱着他，就像那一次我们抱了几个小时一样。

我还记得，梦里的我，在抱着他的时候，一直在怀疑那是不是梦境。当我想捏自己的脸颊时，又把手缩了回去。因为我真的很害怕，我一捏，发现那是梦，我就要醒过来了。

所以，我把他抱得很紧很紧，希望虽然是在梦里，但或许我还能贴贴切切地感受在他怀里的感觉。我太怀念那种感觉了。

梦里的我，仿佛感觉得到那是一个真实的拥抱。我忍不住还是泪水决提，只是很小声地抽泣，深怕一个大力的呼吸，我的梦境，就会幻灭。

每一次的梦境，我都看不见他那一个，足以夺走我的心跳的眼神。

每一次的梦境，我都是在哭泣。

每一次醒来之后，清晨的阳光都很刺眼。

它都在讽刺我的清醒。

我依然很想念他。

Nothing to lose

2009-01-21T21:08:00.000-08:00

Congratulation! If you are same year with me, or students who are going to graduate in this year.

Lets don't count in the inflation, or any politic instability that happen at the current state. Next year, we are also the batch that meet sharply with the global financial crisis.

I don't think that I would like to crap with how the crisis is going on, but what we knew is, we have been chosen for the game.

And now, the game has just started.

In this year, global recession has already shown its impact since the third quarter, in our country. Economist predicts the momentum of global recession will be exposed clearer next year, 2009. Unemployment rate will be expected to rise.

The economy prediction.

Lets check with another thing. The 2009 zodiac forecast.

Dear all fire rabbits ( those who are reaching 22 years old in 2009),

Overall, from varies of sources, it concludes that there are drawbacks that frustrate us which hinder our career and business in this year. For the financial, back luck may lead to monetary loss. Try to control financial spending.

Good news huh?

When all condition has come to the worst, you do not have to be really sad for that.

Get all needed psychological preparation.

If you get a bad luck this year, it was in expectation. However, if you fight, and get a good luck this year, you earned.

We have nothing to lose.

Happy new year.

What is Economist?

2008-12-27T18:24:00.000-08:00

Frankly, I love economics more than the other subjects. In this semester, I have chosen East Asian Economics as my elective.

Our lecturer Mr. Chan Tze Haw is a quite interesting person. He can always give freaky examples in the class.

What surprised us is, he actually gave us some funny question during the mid term test.

Here comes his question:

Q1. Why did God create economists?

Q2. How many economists does it take to change a light bulb? Why?

Q3. An economist is someone who gets rich explaining others why they are poor. Comment.

Q4. Define Total factor productivity.

I remember that I was actually laughing at the questions in the exam venue. There are even one student asked him...what is the "light bulb" he meant in the 2nd question.

He pointed at the light bulb on the top of us.

"This one lar!"

Fine. There a lot of us trying to answer the questions with our effort. He said we just need to answer one of it.

It is just a bonus question anyway. We are not going to lost any marks if we answered it wrongly. If you gave a good answer, you will have 5% bonus mark.

"If you can answer these question well huh, means you really understand what is economic." He said.

After answered the proper questions of the mid term exam, I decided to try on these questions.

You can decide whether you want to give the answer in a very "student" way, or just playing a fool with him.

Q1. Why did God create economists?

Student: Economist can give a proper explanation on the economy condition now,critics, and helps to predict the future trend of the market. They researched, and prepare surveys to collect data and figure out what the data mean.

Prankster: God likes to listen to powerful critics towards the market and see everyone believes in it.

Q2. How many economists does it take to change a light bulb? Why?

Student: Erm....May be one I guess? ( For god sakes please tell me what is the relation of a light bulb with the economist!)

Prankster: change light bulb? ask my father or boyfriend will do it, why need economists?

Q3. An economist is someone who gets rich explaining others why they are poor. Comment.

Student: Economists can improve the poor one, by giving them a proper way of thinking on how to deal with the market condition, what attitudes should they have, and what to do for them to get a better life.

Prankster: They got nothing better to do. (This is what Mr. Chan always say in lecture)

Q4. Define Total factor productivity.

Student: Economic Growth= Increase in Labor + Increase in Capital + Changes in Total Factor Productivity.

Total Factor Productivity (TFP) is the portion of output not explained by the amount of
inputs used in production. As such, its level is determined by how efficiently and intensely
the inputs are utilized in production.
(Quotes from http://www.people.hbs.edu/dcomin/def.pdf)

Prankster:

Total factor production: how much do the bonus marks helps me in this paper.

Results: It contributes to the way I answered this questions.

After the mid term test, he said many of us answered the question in a quite serious way. He was just trying to joke with us.

This is his answer for the question. He only answered the first one.

(Notes: )

Q: Why did god create economist?

A: In order to make weather forecasters look good.

Q : What does an Economists do?

A: A lot in the short run which amounts to nothing in long run.

Seems like Mr. Chan is an economist that critics in everything includes his job.

Don't be so sad Mr. Chan...

We still love Economics.

One day in my room

2008-12-10T21:31:00.001-08:00

From the very first year of my Uni life, I treat my hostel exactly like hotel. In the whole day, I'm only going back to my room when I need to bath, and sleep.

The main reason is that I do not have a desktop or laptop here in Malacca.

Don't be surprised of how I live here for four years.

I survive anyway.

Since I have no pc with me, I need to screw my head and think of activities that I can do when the others are playing games, watching video, or spending time surfing online.

Now I began to love staying in my room.It's an excellent place here, matching all that I expect for an ideal room. Of course, there is also for another reason.

Exams and assignment can always keep students at home.

My new place. Ixora Apartment.

I love to wake up early in the morning, just to see the sky transfer from blue, and eventually comes with the birth of the sunlight.

The left half of this room is mine, temporarily.

My table.

My bed

Now move the scene out of my room.

This is the living room. It is one times bigger and taller than my old hostel.

This is the place for drying the clothes. Our unit is very lucky as it is facing the sunlight side.

This is the little asset that owned by our unit. It is bought by the previous house mates. It is a totally numb washing machine.

Now I teach you how to use it.

Firstly, you have to fill in water manually, let it spin. Clear the dirty water, fill in clean one without detergent manually, let it spin. Repeat the second step again, let it spin, until you think the water is clean. Finally, you have to rinse your cloth, manually.

The only job it could do is just SPIN.

There are 8 students staying in one unit. This is our another little house mate.

A little creature inside anyway. Hamster. I do not dare to take it out and show to you all. It's mama is not in, and if I take it out, it cry I will cry as well.

I love this. This pool of blue crystal motivates me to get fat as soon as possible, and to fit myself into a swimming suit, and give me courage to learn not to drown.

This is the scene when I look out of my window. It gives the best view for football match. I can just sit on the table and enjoy the show.

My one day 宅女 life in my room.

Skip all classes.

Don't blame me, blame the damn exam. (Anyway it is still lovely if compare to bitchy boss in office)

Morning.
This is all the "kah chang" when me and my roomate wake up early in the morning.

Afternoon

Hmm... I did go my apartment downstair to "da bao".

Night

Well, I'm having my dinner outside.

After dinner I makes a cup of apple tea for myself. A very very easy drink to make, and heard said it is good for lungs and skin.

According to the plan I need to face the laptop half day, and face the textbook half day as I need to catch up with my FYP.

At the end of the day, I chat along with the Msn, snap picture, blogs, and finish only 20% of my work.

Poor management student.

Opps I skip something.

I did something in the afternoon.

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WARNING!! WARNING!! EXTREMELY UGLY PICTURES!!! IF IT BRINGS YOU ANY DISCOMFORT, PLEASE STOP READING IMMEDIATELY!
(This sentence quotes from lovely Ting Ni's Blog, 30 Oct 2008)

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Title: Yogurt + Innocent Face

Those who laugh at this picture will get fat soon. Cheers!!

Things that girls keep at home

2008-11-26T22:13:00.000-08:00

Theory goes like this.

Guys are investors. They needs to work hard, earn money to choose what to invest on.

Girls are developing countries. They invest in themselves, and at the same time attracts FDI(Foreign Direct Investment) to invest on them.

Why do gals need rich guy?

It is simply because, they do not wish to remain a little poor country.

You can see a pretty girl walks on street with nice dressing. You could be curious with all those fashion inside her cupboard. Still, there is something that didn't really exposed to you and which is their necessity.

They will not wear or bring all these out.

I have done a little research on my female friends around, and these are the collection of the girl stuff that you can find in a University, while they are still not really have their own financial ability, owing PTPTN debts, and in a study place.

Start with my very own stuff.

Skin Care

This is all the things that queuing up well well on my desk. Don't ask me how many brands are among them, I didn't really count.

Now categories it.

This is the thing that I need to apply before go to school.

Toner, Moisturizer ,Eye cream, Sunblock, body lotion, lip balm and lip gloss, and hair serum.

I have hair spray, hair mousse, hair cream, hair wax on my desk, but what I really use for hair is only the serum.

How about the others?Hmm.... 50% of their function is to pose nice nice on my desk. They will be used too..sometimes.

For everyone that stay in a hostel, they will be having their very own bathing stuff. So this is mine.

Toothbrush, toothpaste, hair conditioner, hair shampoo, facial foam, scrub, and make up remover.

I din really use make up. The make up remover is used for removing the sunblock which remain on my skin after the sunset.

According to my ex roommate Cindy, she said that to own good skin, 10% is on what we apply outside, while 90% is depends on what we eat.

I trust her, she owns the skin color that makes the make up is totally not necessary to be on her skin. They can't paint better than her own one.

So this is what I eat when I wake up in the morning.

Milk, Evening Primrose Oil, Vitamin E. The 3 bottles in the middle is yeast, raw wheatgerm, and lecithin. Honey will comes along with lemon.

This is the stuff on my corner. Pink on the right is the steamer for the face. The blue one is eye mask, can be put inside the fridge or hot water, and wear on. Its for blood circulation around eyes area. I do not know whether it helps much on my dark circle under eye, cause I'm still an identical Panda, but it do helps to ease the eyes.

This is my current roommate Qiqi's stuff.

Now we talks about this

Accessories

These pictures I get from my lovely friend Ting Ni. ( I must say she is lovely, hope that this could stop her plan for blogging on a title named "Sam Pat Things Pui Yee do ")

She might be just wearing less than 50% of these out, while the other half has never exposed to the sunlight outside.

Ok...you see, sometimes it looks cute, but can't match our dress, so it is located at home.

For sure, this is what I really impressed about her.

Forget about the names of the color. You will not manage to name them out.

You might be interested to find out the nail design of her.

The next thing which is compulsory go through is this.

Make Up

Or this

I have no idea how much is these stuff in the little boxes.

Forget about the price, we now start to count what is needed in this to make it called a "full set make up tools".

Eye: Eyes shadow, mascara, eyelash curler, eyeliner pencil, eyebrow pencil, eyebrow shaper...

Lip: Lip liner pencil, lip gloss, lipstick

Face: Premake up cream, concealer, foundation, loose powder, blusher.

I do not include that all those different colors that might be needed.

All these is only for a little face that with approximately 20cm x 15cm...

So after we use all these chemical on our little faces, we need mask to take care of our skin.

Mask

All this includes eye mask, face mask, for whitening, for deep cleansing, for dark circle under eye, for acne clear, for hydrating, for moisturizing, and for our mood...(means its not really function well but we put it on to turn on our mood).

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Conclusion.

Sometimes, guys like to say that girls need high cost to maintain.

May be I should find out more what guys keep at home. Their electronic stuff (camera, PSP, god damn phone) which is actually price depreciate drastically in a short period is said to be worth to buy.

We can't really blame on each other. We just that the direction of us making investment is not the same.

Hope you guys enjoy reading. ^^

嗯

2008-11-04T17:17:00.001-08:00

我想，没有人会努力让自己看起来很笨。

想了又想的老问题，明知道自己给不了答案，还是转牛角尖的人，不是很笨吗？这个跟咀嚼了一百次，还不敢吞下肚子的食物一样的稀巴烂。

有些事情不必劳心，有些剧本不是我们写的，有些将来谁也无法保证。

懒惰去想，是善待自己最聪明的方法。

我不想当笨蛋。

想念，我会放在左心房。但是沉重，还是免了吧。

过敏期结束。我答应自己的，如果再来那种什么也不想做的死样子，就让我变得跟我老爸一样黑。

你是比我聪明的，你一定也会找到你自己的方式。

加油。

单眼皮女生

2008-10-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

我不是单眼皮的，意外地算算，却发现自己跟单眼皮的女生特别有缘。

先是交了几年朋友兼同屋的那个巫婆。她叫我丑女我喊她八婆。她是我们家的幽灵，最爱的就是趁别人洗澡的时候，关掉大灯，然后若无其事地等候我们的尖叫。不然，就是静静地飘过来在你颈后，嗅嗅两下，扮背后灵。我从一开学就认识她了，也成了我第一个交心的朋友。有时候她和我很像，都是脾气硬的人，偶尔没事还会抖抖嘴。可是我很笨，常常不敢当先没事的那个。我们拌嘴的理由都很扯，试过吵个一角五毛的，也试过吵怎么把我的背心拿去恶作剧等等的小事。但是很奇怪，敢让你大咧咧地吵架的，不熟络的朋友还真的做不到。她最拿手的好戏，就是语出惊人，然后神若泰然地看我们一桌子的人笑到岔气。她爱逛街，和我一样爱唱歌，飙歌飙到隔壁宿舍的男生都顶不顺的伙伴。她有她自己的风格，她还很勇敢地独自单挑一般女孩子都不敢碰的工程系。她是我一个很重要，也办法让别人取代的朋友。

再来就是我的低素质英文的第一个启蒙者，从前的那个室友。她不会说中文，看不懂，也听不懂。在第一年我的第一个室友，转去别个洲属的师训继续学业时，她在我房间空荡荡地浑身不自在的时候，一脸的苍白跟无辜地闯进来我的房间。我记得她当时很腼腆，什么也不说，眼睛也不敢抬头看人，反而她的父母跟我哈啦得比较多。当然，在后来的日子，她跟我相处时想不叽喳也不行。可是她很可恶，有时用的英文字眼太深，搞得我一头雾水。她最爱就是趁我得意的时候，重覆我闹过笑话的烂英文。我想那些羞耻的错误，大概我一辈子都不会再犯了，只是她还是狠狠地记得。后来我们分开住了，原因是她去了另一个分校一年后，不习惯，又调了回来。她是我太阳刚出来时，拉着去跑步的朋友，也是我半夜一两点肚子饿时，打个电话就一起去吃宵夜的朋友。

在学校上课时，我常一个人自个儿去上课。很简单，因为迟到是我的嗜好。十点钟的课，明明我七点钟就起了床，但是我还是踏十点正了，才悠哉游哉地晃进课室。有时候太阳太大，或是一时兴起，我干脆忘记上课这回事。但是大学里面，大多数人都有一种风格，就是爱一票朋友堆在一起坐。我没有一票的朋友，一两张还是有的。一个是与我同系，长得像韩国妹的朋友。第一年的时候也是与我同居，但是第二年，就很精明地逃离必须爬四层楼才到家的宿舍，到外面去住。她和我根本就是同一类的。功课一起没做，上课一起灵魂出窍。有时她煞有其事地问我刚刚讲师说什么，我也只能微笑。她心情好翘课，或我翘课，如果找对方帮忙签名，根本就是浪费短信，因为常常都心有灵犀地，一起当坏学生。由于太类似了，很多科目在分组时，是五科里面四科都有她在的朋友。

另一个不同科系，但是运气却差不多的朋友，也很自然地跟我同类相吸。我老是在电脑室碰到她，有时上课的科目也刚好一样，久而久之就熟了起来。她说，我们是午餐朋友。因为我们想吃午餐时，无论当天的时间表怎样，都会先想起对方。她是指甲彩绘达人，房间里的桌子就堆了数十指不同颜色的指甲油，跟蔡依林一样，我好像没看过她的指甲没涂颜色的。她和我的前室友一样，不会读写中文，但是她会说。她就爱抱怨我的部落格现在都是中文，害她都看不懂。之前她是住在自己家的，道地的马六甲人，却从来不会搭马六甲的巴士。这跟我不认得吉隆坡的路的笨样子挺相似。后来她搬进了学校附近的住宿，刚刚好我开学回去可以当她楼上的邻居，可以尽情的欺负她，和偷用她的指甲油。我们还有个大计划，非实现不可的大计划，不过呢在实现之前，最好不先声张。

这里也少不了跟我一起在地狱地度过的朋友，我们的实习期。至于如何地地狱法，最大主因还是因为碰上了魔鬼。想起来好像是她把我拉进去的，不过有个人一起过苦哈哈的日子，回首也不必太难过。她的人好像跟数字脱离不了关系。虽然她不是会计系的，但是却与他们有相似的通病。"我们在这里实习，扣除周末周日的话有八十七天，如果一天我们要工作的时间是九个小时，乘起来是七百八十三个小时。"她幽幽地说。我与她去打假期工，让客人试吃和推销商品时更绝。"今天有五十四个人试吃，十五个人买，好少哦，怎么办？"，这是她发来的短信。"现在是十八个人买，六十二个人试吃，你那边呢？"。天啊～我哪有心机去算那些飘过的人有多少个？她是个十足的紧张大师，常常考虑很多东西，不过也算观察敏锐的人，连我们以前公司的那个恶魔女老板，戴什么眼睛拿什么手袋的话，会出门多久都预算得出来。对了，她念的是经济系。

算算大学的朋友，然后跳到中学的。

头号的单眼皮女生当然是罗汉姑姑，她算是内双吧。我们认识了十多年。她是我从小学开始就同班的朋友，也是个非常变态的人，这里指的变态不是说她有什么同性恋或奇怪的嗜好，这家伙从我小学认识她以来，不曾拿过三名外，还拿一大堆奖。在中学里，每次都拿全级第一名，而且总平均都把第二名的抛得远远的。这也是为什么别人从来都只讨论谁会拿全级第二。至于她为什么叫罗汉姑姑，也是因为大家发现她和以前风靡一时家里养的罗汉鱼很像，头都一样大。她是个很好的写手，是我少数会常常去浏览部落格的人选。我还很记得，有次她跟我们几个朋友说她拿了我们的名字给个算命师算，还说我会是最早嫁掉那个。我跟她还很可恨地保持着联系，然后等着有一天白发苍苍的两个人，互相介绍别人说对方是认识了几十年的烂朋友，熟到烂的朋友。

在中学里还有另一个朋友，也是小学开始一起长大的。在高中的时候读隔壁班，也是拿第一名。但她让大家相信能考第一名的人绝对是少了一根筋。除了在班里成绩拿第一之外，她的笑声的夸张度也是号称无敌。如果在上课时听到隔壁班有恐怖的爆笑声，用膝盖想也知道是谁。＂她班的朋友说，上课最好玩就是听她跟老师辩论。所以呢,不要以为全班第一的学生就是乖巧听话懂事，她就例外，常在班上顶得老师无话话说。不晓得为什么，小学里有一件小事情让健忘的我一直念念不忘。有其中一年我和她很要好，有天她带了一种从来没吃过的糖果来上课，听说很贵的，她自己拿了一颗，其它的只可以分给限量的九个朋友，然后她将第一颗分了给我。现在人在欧洲的她，回来大马时我还是会上她家去搞搞砸。

最后，我必须回顾我的人生中，第一个最具代表性的朋友。

小学时期。

单眼皮。

她很白皙，在我的记忆里。我从二年级开始跟她成为好朋友。我们认识的起点，在于同样被老师处罚，惺惺相惜，然后就看对眼了。她第一个教会我认识星座，也算是第一个告诉我该死的性知识的朋友，只是那时候我只当她胡说八道。她说她偷看了爸爸妈妈的百科全书，在小学大概三年级的时候。她天生就很爱幻想，跟我一样，不爱做功课，也很爱画画，在五年级的时候，教会了我投稿。我们小的时候，就爱说些有的没的。我们说好长大了要一起住，一起出书，我写作，她画画。然后等到有钱了，我们一起开辟一个王国，叫做便宜岛。所有的东西都很便宜，柴米油盐之类的，几分钱就好了，给很多很多的穷人来居住。从前她很爱写信给我，或是做了小手工，画了漫画送给我。我不会做手工，所以没什么送她东西，有也是信件之类的。她在十年前送给我一颗黄白相间的星星，用当时很流行的吸管做的手工，还有一个青色的钱包。无论我换了多少个背包，去了再远的地方念书，我都会贴身的带着。这样也不是因为什么，只是很早开始已经是习惯了。

但是，我最始料不及的，是在中学的时候，有一天在报纸上看见她的消息。

是的，她离开了，在一起车祸中。

我们的最后一句话，是我笑她上了中学变胖了，她说当然，因为她吃得好睡得好，不像她小学时抱怨说自己又哪里胖了。我不知道那会是最后一次的对话。

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在这篇文章的一开始我没有故意记起那么多的，只是回忆停止不下来。

除了单眼皮女生，当然还有很多值得记载的朋友。

说过了单眼皮女生，那男生呢？

对了，小学老师说写作文忌罗嗦，还有不要离题。我还是乖乖听话好了。

重生

2008-10-20T19:09:00.000-07:00

最近，耳边都响着太多，让人听了会沉默的旋律。

我不再跟着它哼哼唱唱了，有情绪，但忘记了表情。

这些歌，谱成了一整片迷蒙的空气，环绕着记忆，笼罩着我自己。我竟被关在这些用蓝色串成的音符里，走不出去。

这样的情绪是不被需要的，人却偶尔爱故意地浪费。

对了，我又重温了那个最喜欢的故事一遍。

阅读或看电影有种很神奇的魔力。当你埋首进另一个漫长的故事，进入另一个你还没有办法到达的世界的时候，抬头看看时钟，原来你在自己的世界只逗留了一两个小时。

有一种不可思议的错觉。

跟梦境很相似。明明在睁开眼睛前，自己是在另一个世界，另一个角色。醒来之后，却像是经历了很多事情似的，其实只不过是睡了几个小时。有时候睡醒，却像是重生。

想想这些日子以来，我梦过最欣慰的梦，应该是那幕浩瀚的黑色海洋。

灰色天空下的沙滩，我站在沁心的冰凉中，眼泪一滴一滴地掉在尘土上，听着关于他的噩耗。

醒来以后，黑色的海不见了，是清晨白色的阳光。

其实大概是个恶梦，但是，我听说如果你梦见一个人的死亡，那么在现实中，是属于他的重生。

他面对的困难，会开始迎刃而解。

不晓得为什么，那一天的心情很轻松，仿佛卸下了什么负担。

我是相信，生活中遇上的挫败，是一个又一个，粘的紧紧牢牢的蛹，把我们封闭在里面。虽然是密不透风，呼吸也会辛苦，让我们昏昏沉沉的，更可能因缺氧而让我们萎缩变形。

但是，如果我们愿意醒过来，撕裂这尘隔膜，在破蛹之后，我们一定会更茁壮了一些。

我也正努力地试图重生。